Paint a song for me.

// you//

sitting here alone
sounds surround me
clattering of plates
and chatting of women

anger fills my chest
as my head starts to swell
i am upset with everything
everything including you

i don't know what is going on
as darkness falls upon me
your promises and your apologies
are just making my heart ache more

i don't know how to go on
people tell me i'm strong
i seriously beg to differ
as i can no longer hold on

fairytales of prince charmings
no longer appeal to me
my life is like a story
although it can be very boring

i choose to be indifferent
to everything that you do
to love you for everything
and forgive for what you do

i'm acting like your mother
loving unconditionally
i am still your girlfriend
so please sympathise with me

i go weak when you kiss me
when your luscious lips press against mine
i can melt and surrender
like everything was just fine

i don't want to give up
i don't wan to cry
but please just love me once more
before my heart dies.

i hate you.