they are the ones who stand by you even when you look like u've just walked out of the toilet bowl.they will always b there to cry,smile,shout n laugh with u.they will nv give up on u no matter what u do.although sometimes they wanna give up but eventually they still hold on to u.they are the ones who CARE for u.
i know i may should ridiculous typing all these here but these are some things tt dawned on me when i took my shower just now.
firstly,most of u might have told me this long ago and i have to agree with u.i am a very fortunate girl.i have a family who loves me for who i am.i am sure most of ur families do too though they might not show.although they cane,they scold,they nag or even chase u out of the house.but at e end of they day,they are e ones who will still clean ur room,give u ur allowance,ask u where u r and shed tears in their hearts when u r crying out there.like wad my dad said,"u can cry as much as u want on e outside but as we watch u cry,there r tears flowing.on the inside."this is how much most of our parents n family members care for us.they might not shower u with "i love you"s everyday but through tt long run,as u grow up,they have always given in to u n never want to see u hurt by other ppl.they are the ones who'd never give up on u no matter how bad ur tantrums are.they will still b there.trust me.
second,frens.or should i say true frens who try their best to stay by u all e time,to prevent u from going the wrong way,yet feel helpless when u reject their concern n list them as nagging.they are the ones that will stay by u no matter what n r e ppl u can cry n hug when u need them.they r e ones who will tell u wad went on in sch and ask how u r if u're out sick.they r e ones who will say they missed u and always remind u how great a person u are as an idividual.well,i learnt this when reading jeslyn's book "dating confidentials" n though e book is on dating mostly,i do realise tt i have great frens around me who'd always encourage me n remind me tt whatever happens,i'm still a great fren to them.
okok.enuff of those things.take a break from tt now.now u might b thinking i might b faking these things just to make ppl adore me or even envy me.but sry,i'm human too and with all these troubles in e world,i'll still flare up,cry,whack ppl and scream my head off at them.no biggie.so dun think i'm being phony.i just dun show my emotions tt easily.i can be VERY IRRITATED at what u're doin but i'll just keep mum cos i know it's not like u're breaking e law so i won't interfere.full stop.
next,after frens i'll talk bout my baby.i'm grateful to him tt even though my horrible mood swings,bad immune system and sickening gastric pains,he still stood by me n let me yell at him and at e end still say,"it's okay,i understand." tt makes it all worthwhile to hold on to this relationship.like,though i make b childish n sometimes a little out of my mind,but i'll still give u e freedom u need n be a very understanding gf tt u will feel no stress with.but for now,i'll still being a grumpy,crazy little brat n baby u just have to deal with it for now?lol.i'm kidding.really.i'll mature but still b myself.argh.contradicting.but nvm,u get what i mean.=)
last but not least,i have to say a big thank you to e above ppl tt i have mentioned.u should all know who u are.or at least be confident enuff to admit to urself tt,"yes,i'm e one tt qi min is talking about."i also wanna say tt no matter what happens,i hope all of u will rmb tt i will still love u like never before(specially my baby has to read this..lol.)and hopefully after u ppl have read this post,u will feel tt this world is still a beautiful place to live in and tt u are unique n special cos u are u.n last note,u dun have to believe in any religion to know all these.just believe in e ppl around u and yrself.(no offense to those with religions...)

signed,sealed,delivered.

some stupid pic we took after bio spa.totally random.
our dear emily's being cute..awwwww..
my hand!!!lol...pls note:vines are by me.
my hand again!!!lol.note:name by jojo!=D

it's a happy day!!!!lol.like,my period came 2day,meaning no more pms n no more flaring up at ppl!!!u peeps should be happy.u won't get to see me yelling at anyone until one month later.lol.i'm making it sound like it's something good to have pms.=.=

okay..like exams are coming soon which means i cant go out often anymore.sigh.y r e exams so early this time??all our teachers are missing luh..sheesh.and my knee's hurting..oh gawd...i'm getting old.dammit.

and i'm starting to get hungry now.hungry hungry hungry.so i'm behaving weird.weird weird weird.lol.rainy day 2day.nice day to slp.slp slp slp.LOL.oh yeah...it's mel's birthday 2day!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!LOL.

signed,sealed,delivered.

wednesday,wednesday,wednesday!!!!kk,not like it's friday.but it's still quite a good day after all.cried in e morning for god-knows-wad reason but dragged myself to school aniway. so first lesson was eng,a great start cos ms linda is soooooooooooo darn cute.like,she looked alot like tt sg idol girl(i dunno how 2 spell her name..) and then we finally had our presentation.i doodled on my hand too.lol.

then as usual,ms saw wasnt here for pe so FREE PERIOD!!! drew more things on my hand and also on jeslyn's. went for recess and ate horribly(ask jojo..i was whack.) then had math and i slept.and snored.cos my nose n throat were blocked.like,i hope e whole class didn't hear me?=(had chem later on.ms yang is becoming more n more interesting.impressive.

had ss later,some source-based thing,write n write n write.sigh.

there's choir tmr.darn.


signed,sealed,delivered.

boring day.well,cept the fact tt it's my baby's and my anniversary!!!whoopie!!!haha..yeah,so sch started off real bad with a notice tt e time-table has (once again) been changed and everything's in a mess.i've got lit and math to do,gotta pack my ss file and get everything in place.like,there's a voice at the back of my head reminding me tt i have to buck up and tackle all my school work as it piles up. I NEED A BREAK!!! NOW!!sigh.

and my tummy's so bad now tt my gastric pain is back and killing me...omg.like,this is so darn bad.argh.think i'll end here.

happy anniversary darling.i love u.=D

a henna drawn by me cos it's racial harmony week.i know i know,it looks fugly.my mum says it looks like fish n amber says it looks like cancer cells.gee.


bad day.well,not too bad la.had some funny stuff happening in sch today.firstly,had 3 periods of math.yes,THREE PERIODS!!!with some irritating,no-life teacher named mrs wong..eeck..like she is BORING.and her way of teaching is utterly UNACCEPTABLE.then when for pe.had to do 4 stations 2day.jojo lost her balance n fell,erm,tumbbled over e mat.poor jojo.but we all cracked up when she flipped over n started laughing so hard tt her face turned tomato.(hohoho..)then we had recess,jojo n i fed on chicken rice and tau hway..like,i almost died eating tau hway.couldn't breathe.sheesh.

then jojo's leg n shoulder hurt n so did my horrible tummy(which has been giving me LOADS of problems..) so we went to e general office to "request" for lift passes..which of course saved us from climbing SIX stories of stairs..(phew..)had ss,n sathi's laptop decided to slack until a girl from 3-12 came over to get it working.did worksheets and jojo said smth bout our class being cursed n BOOM went e thunder and we were like,whoa..but it's kinda cool on e overall..lol.

next was chem,and ms yang was boring all of us out with her i-dunno-what chemical equations.so jojo copied from mel and i copied 3rd-hand from jojo(hur hur hur..)copy copy copy but nth went in.well,too bad.haha.then i started wondering wad enrichment was 2day AND TO MY HORROR,it was chem.eeeewwww...living hell.after enrichment,amber changed in class and whoo!!g-string!!!lol XD

shucks,tmr i've gt chem re-test and 2.4.i seriously doubt i can survive 2.4 due to my flu and lack of stamina.running's so not my thing.=X like,what if i run halfway and faint due to lack of oxygen or i start hyperventilating??oh noo..bad stuff.and after tt i still have to go choir!!!nvm..if i faint,i'll just visit e hospital n take a erm,well-earned break.

i wish i can become a runner overnnight.oh how i wish. =/

signed,sealed,delivered.

my hands are trembling.i'm hitting a rough patch.like,tmr i've got an unofficial bio re-test and 4 more napfa stations to take.thurs i have an official chem re-test with e rest of e class and 2.4 to run.how am i ever gonna survive??and now i'm so afraid that my baby's gonna get mad at me n leave me for good.wads with ppl saying that when u love someone,u shldn't show him how much u love him?or he'll tell u for granted??i don't know anymore.i've tried them all,scared ppl off or scared myself off.i mean,is my love suffocating??maybe.i used to be real understanding,never asked for any attention sort of gf.but now,i can't help but whine when my guy is busy.flood his hp,telling him tt i miss him.i don't know wads wrong with me.i wanna be understanding and mature,independant and not relying on my guy.but it's so tough,it's killing me slowly.

hmmm..nvm.i'll just try my best to change back to what i was.the one everybody was pleased with,the one everybody loved,the one i loved. i shall be understanding,mild-tempered and positive.that's it.e new me,i'm gonna change.right now.

signed,sealed,delivered.

sniffing like hell.my nose is red!!!argh.went to my cousin's chalet yesterday for a bbq.with my guy and he cracked all of us up.pearl(inside joke..)gee.haha.

so here i am with a sore throat and a running nose.think it's last night's bbq.too heaty.i'm like dying now,hopefully i won't run a temperature or i'll go kill myself.lol.

tmr's my dear ruth's birthday!!!gonna celebrate with her after school ends,after that i'm gonna meet up with my baby to chill out..=D

ahhh...my throat is killing me.gonna flood it with more water.

signed,sealed,delivered.

tired.dead beat.sitting in front of the laptop,feeling my bones.utterly ridiculous.sheesh.had chem for e first 2 periods,like,PRACTICAL!!!and i almost died from all that acid and alkali.next period,lit.not too bad,well,lit classes are mostly fun so yeah..

ate my usual recess which meant teriyaki chicken and a box of sushi(fattening...too much carbs..)then had bio,PRACTICAL AGAIN.then chinese and this time e oh-so-naggy teacher tried to do chi lit wif us???and like christina png said,majority of the class were lit students.duh.

went for elect geog,kinda cool with mr yeo's new teaching methods.actually,turned out to be a story telling session.did learn something new though.and his son is cute!!mr yeo's quite a pleasant teacher la.ppl,be nice to him,LISTEN IN CLASS. XD

had my darling come over to my place in the evening,watched him game,had dinner and went downstairs.then i had to part with him(awwwww..) but i'm going out wif him.amber and yong sheng tmr..ANYWAY.lol.looking forward.missing.

signed,sealed,delivered.

first day back in school!!! LOL.like i had to survive with my not-yet-fully-recovered lips and deal with all the odd stares from ppl in sch..not my girls but those that i don't know..sheesh.

had chinese for the first hour.left my textbook at home and got chased out by the horrible lee who just can't stop nagging! so i sat outside the class with my fellow outcast-ers,cheryl YEO,sarah and wei chyi...until the monster came out and called us in.i then decided that his voice was making my head spin so i got cheryl to take me to the sick bay and take a break.(FREEDOM!!)dragged my feet up 6 stories(!!!) for lit lesson,but somehow i was more alert then.=P

went for recess with jojo and steph,had ppl telling me stuff,just nodded and pretend nothin happened.had math with mr chia(lol...),everybody cracked up due to his lame tactics,but we did learn something(i hope...)had assembly and attire-check*groan* and then went down for lunch...cheong-ed up e stairs to get my books for geog and later had eng.like,mrs chia wasn't here again!!!!!dammit....and tt raja took my chair!!!SICKENING!!!argh.

had chem spa which was horrible and totally senseless.waited with amber for yong sheng and went to je to buy her joy luck club but no stock(awww....)so i headed home with my love sickness for my dearest(do u feel lyk throwing up??i don't mind...) but i'll see him tmr!!!LOL.i rule.=D

signed,sealed,delivered.

WA HAHAHAHA!~2nd post of the day.i'm here to say thanks to the people who have cared for me when i was on mc for these two unbearable days.

~my oh-so-lovable and handsome darling
~my mummy and daddy
~jojo
~yang lu
~amber
~cheryl tan
~christina png
~ruth

i think that's all but if i do leave out anyone,my sincere apologies cause ya' know,when a person is ill,her memory tend to fail her.. =P

signed,sealed,delievered.

drawings on my old air-con!!hur hur hur..

"chimmney loves EVERYBODY!!" including fujitsu >.<

well,i'm still on mc BUT my utterly disgusting blisters have almost healed already!!! i'm so darn elated.. XD hmmm,read jo's blog and somehow it seems that things aint too good in sch??do wanna know wad happened...lyk i feel lyk "detective qi min".gee.

so here i am watching tv,drinking drinks through straws,n going through the agony of not being able to feed on my prawn crackers..=( like...I WANNA FEED ON MY PRAWN CRACKERS!!!!

whooo...and according to thee pictures above(i sound like a doctor..), u can see how bored i am to be stuck at home with my blisters that i have resorted to drawing(well,scribbling..) on my old air-con..anyway it got taken away already,so there goes my "drawing"..

sheesh..nth to say already..that's all then.

signed,sealed,delivered.

stupid picture that i took after my bad case of diarrhoea due to laksa..sheesh.

MUA HAHAHAHA!~ i'm lyk so darn high now..well,tt's y i'm actually posting a new post after soooo many eons..=D

firstly,i've gt myself a baby!!well,i'm not pregnant(as announced by jojo) but i've gt myself a guy..LOL.named coconut by amber,n god knows y...but nvm...yeah..coconut it shall b..>.<

recently been doin loads of,healthy stuff.exercising,exercising and more exercising..i'm kinda impressed by myself actually. (i normally don't exercise AT ALL) and been tanning wif a bunch of ppl,namely coconut,amber,her guy and her guy's friends..funny bunch of ppl..cracked me up big time..XD

now i'm officially tanned and PEELING..due to a bad sun burn(argh..) and i'm upsetting my dear jojo cos i ain't in sch 2day and also won't be tmr...(giggle..) so i'm gonna say SORRY to jojo,n well,reason for y i'm not in sch is cos i've gt BLISTERS(eewwww..) on my lips!! cool eh...kinda rare.. =.=

thee doc said it's some kind of infection(double eeewww..) and tt i've gotta apply that medication for A WEEK!! and bout my diarrhoea,i cant eat spicy,dairy and fried food..i'm terribly upset. =(

okayy..that's that for now,hopefully i can step into society on thurs,WITHOUT my horrifying blisters and go on with life as normal..bleah. ^o^


signed,sealed,delivered.