Paint a song for me.

my hands are trembling.i'm hitting a rough patch.like,tmr i've got an unofficial bio re-test and 4 more napfa stations to take.thurs i have an official chem re-test with e rest of e class and 2.4 to run.how am i ever gonna survive??and now i'm so afraid that my baby's gonna get mad at me n leave me for good.wads with ppl saying that when u love someone,u shldn't show him how much u love him?or he'll tell u for granted??i don't know anymore.i've tried them all,scared ppl off or scared myself off.i mean,is my love suffocating??maybe.i used to be real understanding,never asked for any attention sort of gf.but now,i can't help but whine when my guy is busy.flood his hp,telling him tt i miss him.i don't know wads wrong with me.i wanna be understanding and mature,independant and not relying on my guy.but it's so tough,it's killing me slowly.

hmmm..nvm.i'll just try my best to change back to what i was.the one everybody was pleased with,the one everybody loved,the one i loved. i shall be understanding,mild-tempered and positive.that's it.e new me,i'm gonna change.right now.

signed,sealed,delivered.