Monday, July 31, 2006

they are the ones who stand by you even when you look like u've just walked out of the toilet bowl.they will always b there to cry,smile,shout n laugh with u.they will nv give up on u no matter what u do.although sometimes they wanna give up but eventually they still hold on to u.they are the ones who CARE for u.
i know i may should ridiculous typing all these here but these are some things tt dawned on me when i took my shower just now.
firstly,most of u might have told me this long ago and i have to agree with u.i am a very fortunate girl.i have a family who loves me for who i am.i am sure most of ur families do too though they might not show.although they cane,they scold,they nag or even chase u out of the house.but at e end of they day,they are e ones who will still clean ur room,give u ur allowance,ask u where u r and shed tears in their hearts when u r crying out there.like wad my dad said,"u can cry as much as u want on e outside but as we watch u cry,there r tears flowing.on the inside."this is how much most of our parents n family members care for us.they might not shower u with "i love you"s everyday but through tt long run,as u grow up,they have always given in to u n never want to see u hurt by other ppl.they are the ones who'd never give up on u no matter how bad ur tantrums are.they will still b there.trust me.
second,frens.or should i say true frens who try their best to stay by u all e time,to prevent u from going the wrong way,yet feel helpless when u reject their concern n list them as nagging.they are the ones that will stay by u no matter what n r e ppl u can cry n hug when u need them.they r e ones who will tell u wad went on in sch and ask how u r if u're out sick.they r e ones who will say they missed u and always remind u how great a person u are as an idividual.well,i learnt this when reading jeslyn's book "dating confidentials" n though e book is on dating mostly,i do realise tt i have great frens around me who'd always encourage me n remind me tt whatever happens,i'm still a great fren to them.
okok.enuff of those things.take a break from tt now.now u might b thinking i might b faking these things just to make ppl adore me or even envy me.but sry,i'm human too and with all these troubles in e world,i'll still flare up,cry,whack ppl and scream my head off at them.no biggie.so dun think i'm being phony.i just dun show my emotions tt easily.i can be VERY IRRITATED at what u're doin but i'll just keep mum cos i know it's not like u're breaking e law so i won't interfere.full stop.
next,after frens i'll talk bout my baby.i'm grateful to him tt even though my horrible mood swings,bad immune system and sickening gastric pains,he still stood by me n let me yell at him and at e end still say,"it's okay,i understand." tt makes it all worthwhile to hold on to this relationship.like,though i make b childish n sometimes a little out of my mind,but i'll still give u e freedom u need n be a very understanding gf tt u will feel no stress with.but for now,i'll still being a grumpy,crazy little brat n baby u just have to deal with it for now?lol.i'm kidding.really.i'll mature but still b myself.argh.contradicting.but nvm,u get what i mean.=)
last but not least,i have to say a big thank you to e above ppl tt i have mentioned.u should all know who u are.or at least be confident enuff to admit to urself tt,"yes,i'm e one tt qi min is talking about."i also wanna say tt no matter what happens,i hope all of u will rmb tt i will still love u like never before(specially my baby has to read this..lol.)and hopefully after u ppl have read this post,u will feel tt this world is still a beautiful place to live in and tt u are unique n special cos u are u.n last note,u dun have to believe in any religion to know all these.just believe in e ppl around u and yrself.(no offense to those with religions...)

signed,sealed,delivered.

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