thinking,thinking,thinking.sighing,sighing,sighing.nothing much to say.i shall love for who u r.for everything that u do.for all ur emotions.including ur bad days.i love.you.

tired.drained.been thinking loads bout e last vignette of joy luck club.innocence.laughter.where has it all gone to.i can hardly differenciate my true laughter from e ones tt i use to hide what i'm really feeling inside.sometimes it's really easier to frown or stay expression-less.materialism.money.figure.looks.where has all e simple happiness of e world gone to.the bared feelings of a person.to b able to laugh n cry as we wish to.to scream n shout.to protest against whats wrong.to have ppl believe n trust.to shed tt outer shell n show whats really inside.to b naked.metaphorically.to be selfish yet selfless at e same time.to have e courage to express.to try to brave all storms n change e world.or at least e ppl around u.to b like a child.a child no matter how old u are.to be realistic yet living in ur own world.to "be innocent yet protected from evils".where has e basic things gone to.lost in our age?or simple thrown away in e attempt to survive in e real world.i believe that the world is still beautiful.and it shall be beautiful.

signed,sealed,delivered.

new entry in my blog!!!haha..now tt e common tests r over,e pimples on my forehead r starting 2 clear..but now they r popping out at my mouth area?!?!?!?like y y y?!?!?!?!?!?argh.e last thing i need is pimples on my face..sheesh.
anyway,i'm on a routine with cheryl TAN to lose weight by friday,sounds like a crazy thing for her but it's a must 4 me..bye bye fats!!LOL.
OH YA..before i forget...there's a charity concert held at nus high dis sat at 3 pm n 7.30pm respectively.ticket prices r $10 for students n $15,$25 and $50 for adults or non-students.all $$ shall go to e SAC so please come.like,good cause n u can have loads of fun!!!details please ask e ppl around u or in e following schs: acjc,acs(i),nus high,nan hua high,shuqun sec,unity sec,united world college n yusof ishak sec.=D well,most details are stated already.so if anybody is interested,do make an effort to turn up kk??but do rmb bout e tickets issue la..like concerts r fun!!!we need help in e music n arts industry!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA..
kk...enough of advertisments...i'm back on e seaweed frenzy again cos i'm simply feeding on seaweed.think i should stop,it's unhealthy.haha.
nth much already.got back some results,passed 3 subs so far(thank god)..so hopefully things won't go down slope later..XD

i'm gonna end entry this is in such a unthinkable way.

signed,sealed,delivered.

5 papers down,3 to go!!!okok..i'm like counting down to e end of our unendurable common tests..like 2 papers a day..it kills man!! but i've been feeding on "brain food"between papers..well,it's just whatever tt my mum stuffs in my bag.n it's not really brain food,just food 2 keep my hunger pangs down n to stop me from falling asleep during e second paper.ridiculous rite??everybody's mugging like hell n i'm FEEDING on food..LOL.
so,i got this stupid prank redirected at me by my baby's fren n it scared e wits out of me..like,i have a weak heart,please do not scare me like tt...so during my geog paper,i was shaking,holding back tears.about to throw up n struggling to write properly ALL AT E SAME TIME.argh.sick man.
but nvm,tmr i shall cut my hair!!well,trim plus a new fridge la..but i dunno wad will come out of e snipping session tmr.so please watch out for my new hair!!!but as though there'll b any BIG difference..mayb,mayb not.lol.
so tmr i'm gonna cut cut cut,buy present for my baby,plan plan n plan somemore on ways 2 give him a heart attack.no la...i meant,surprise.yeah..so wish me luck ppl!!! as i set off on my voyage for a new,positive me n evil,scheming plans to "surprise"my baby. =D

signed,sealed,delivered.

nails nails nails!!!but i changed already.lol.

i like screwing up my face..>.<

can u see our shadows???=D

bright light!!!ahhhhh...

we are REALLY bored..

back pain,lower abdomen pain,headache,giddy,wanna throw up..somebody please send me 2 e doc when u see this..

signed,sealed,delivered.

vandalism.by me.LOL.


2day is so not a good day.well,not tt bad.but not good either.like we had chem spa early in e morning and most of our titrations were not successful.inclusive of mine.LOL.then had lit.like i passed!!!well,like 15/25...not tt bad la...at least i passed.phew.

after tt was recess n jojo was in a bad mood..dunno y...so scary.=/ like i was at a loss.didn't know how 2 make things better for her.well,ltr was math n jojo slept.guess she's really tired.anyway,i gt 6/30 for my e math test.lucky me..like i tot i'll get 3 or worse..LOL.after tt was chinese,lunch then geog.like amber n steph did a card for mr yeo as it's almost his b'day(it's on mon...)so everybody wrote wishes on his card,like majority was to ask him 2 lose his tummy!!!hehe...

had bio spa on cells cos i didn't take it tt time..quite easy la..but it's kinda scary when it's so silent n u dunno whether wad u're doing is correct or not..sheesh.so after tt i went lot 1 to meet qian ru.n we saw jing xiang n i-dunno-his-name at mac..so we "travelled" around lot 1 like,up and down e building.so in e end we went to e library 2 "read" books in e children section.lol.

then i changed uniform with qian ru...like,her pinafore is too big for me n i looked like i was wearing pjs..ARGH.

currently losing my voice n i gt 2 know tt my baby's not exactly in top form..health wise.poor him..tsk.

kk..i'll stop here...it's feeding time!!lol...n swimming day tmr!!!whee!!~

signed,sealed,delivered.