Tuesday, October 03, 2006

TODAY:almost died over my ss paper due to time constrain n a bad neck ache.and a sudden relapse of my lbp dis morning.damn.went home as usual n cherylTAN came over to study bio.lol.but before tt,went 2 lot 1 n witnessed amber...erm,communicating with mr. macdonald.oh well,went home,studied n showered,in preparation to collect my papers from dean.mmmm,wasn't in a good mood due to my neck ache which in turn restricted me from writing properly.climbed up e overhead bridge reluctantly,wondering which way was to his place.n goodness,a couple of nice ppl told me tt i was actually at e back of beauty world already.so i slowly made my way across the road n to his place.note:still in a foul mood.lol.then i took the papers from him at his door n turned 2 leave.but at e stairs down,i was so bloody tired tt i wanted 2 burst out in tears,i turned back n said my first line,"the least u could do was treat me to a drink?""you could have said so earlier?"he laughed.so in i go for my cup of water.but i was still upset,due to some person(tt shall not be named) msging me things tt were getting on my nerves.so,i decided that tears had to roll.i asked for e toilet(my second line) n i repeated my question(my third line).after tt i sat on e toilet bowl(with my shorts on)n allowed n tears to flow freely,i washed up n went back to e living room.gathered my wallet,paper n cell n signalled to dean tt i was leaving.n gawd,i didn't even say bye.impressive.oh well,made my way to e bus stop n e long wait for 67 began.to my astonishment,dean decided to surprise me with a msg telling me thanks for collecting e papers.lol,i should be e one saying thanks shouldn't i?tt silly guy.oh well,he sent another wrong msg 2 me again.must be to one of his gfs la.shucks.ain't it irritating 2 recieve wrong msgs all e time?hmmm..nvm.

tt's all for now.

to dean:thanks for all that you have done.though i may seem like i'm trying to not talk to you but it ain't on purpose.just that i don't feel like talking that much.like,i'm afraid to speak because i'm not certain how the other party would interpret it.so maybe i'll start flooding you again someday.when i'm ready.

signed,sealed,delivered.

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