I'VE TAKEN ILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH.there goes my new year countdown.=(

guess the pics shall be loaded some other time.i'm too sick to do anythin.


i dun like you!!!!!!!dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!!i'm out sick n u're out enjoying!!(i think.)argh!dammit.i miss the times when you get all uptight bout' me.but i guess i can't even let you know.your phone's gone.gee.i'm upset.


signed,sealed,delivered.

i lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrve "the suite life of zack and cody"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



LOL.


tt's all for today..pictures shall be out tmr.


HOHOHO.


signed,sealed,delivered.

i'm back from dinner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL..

the brazilian restaurant wasn't bad..cept tt it was a little salty..><

pics are below:

MY MUMMY AND ME!!!okay,i know i look screwed.i'm still not used to my phone's camah-ra.

MY COUSIN AND ME!!!!!!!!!and once again,i look screwed.and old.sigh.

that's all for today..

signed,sealed,delivered.

I'M BORED.FRIGGIN' BORED.

lol.went out with ivan to watch his sis's concert today at vch..ain't bad.but ivan was being gay by saying,"that guy is cute."every now and then.==

although tt,we did see a reeeeeeaaaallly cute soloist....OMG.he's seriously cute,i tell you.his hair,specs n body built were purr-fect.ahhhhh,my salivary glands r acting up already.><

HOHOHO.after tt we went to marina square to look for cheryl y.okay,i wanted to look for cheryl y.haha.yup,then 2 of ivan's frens came..erm,mark n lionel....right?hmmm.=/



walked around with them for awhile.funny ppl.then i headed home to make "tang yuan(s)" with my mum.hahaha...i'm a nice daughter.XD

okay,that's all for today.i'm falling asleep soon.


signed,sealed,delivered.

slept at 3.30am last night.woke up at 3 pm today.LOL.took some photos ytd.was bored,can't blame me..

so here's a tour of my room:

end of tour.

LOOOOOOL.that's all for today.gonna go do tuition hw.yep,tuition hw.don't fall off your chair.hohoho.i'm doing hw!!!!okok,lack of slp.a lil' crazy.

signed,sealed,delivered.

(sing)it's raining,it's pouring,the old man is snoring.......etc.LOL.okok,i'm back from yixuan's place..it's still raining..like,IT HAS BEEN RAINING SINCE YTD!!!!!

hooooooo.it's nice when it rains but not when u're sorta rushing to places??i wouldn't mind if some crazy ppl wanna dance in the rain with me???but i doubt anyone is crazy enuff right??probably only me...HOHOHOHO.

anyway,went to the flower thingie with my mum,aunt n grandma ytd...almost died.as most of u know,i got dragged there.well,sry to disturb some of you with my constant cries of,"please take me home with you...."oh well,i was desperate at tt time.a whole level full of orchids???puh-lease.....i only liked the level full of art pieces made with flowers...at least it kept me sane.LOL.

so here are pictures of flowers..don't worry.i do not have the whole exhibit here..only took some that i thought were kinda pretty...

pictures are below:

signed,sealed,delivered.

POOF!!!!new post for today.lol.my aunt's back from aussie.thank gawd.

so i got woken up by my mum at 10.15 to wash up n head to changi airport to fetch my aunt.but being lazy,i wobbled to the living room n announced,"could i not go??then u could jus buy lunch back for me k?i'm really tired."whoops.the lazy bug bit me.haha.

went back to sleep n woke up at 2.nobody's back yet,so i fumbled in bed for awhile and then continued to read my book.i'm left with 3 books now."lipstick jungle",some book by amy tan n "after summer",which i'm currently reading.a little boring.talks bout a guy called alex who leads a boring life.but i kinda like the feeling it gives me.feels like a having a nice cuppa n slouching around on a sunday afternoon listening to the blues.a warm,fuzzy kind of feeling.=)

oh well,i left my phone switched off since last night,haven't went online since i woke up n i'm not really bothered about checking my mail today.a lil' down due to a bad dream tt seriously reflected the situation i'm in now but i won't elaborate.ha!

okay,tt was dumb.but yeah,feeling a lil' lost n down now.don't really know wad i want already.oh yeah,for ppl who know me,i'm wearing my specs now!!!haha.i look kinda intellectual.ooooh.a lil' ego-istic over there eh?lol.

hmmmm,that's all for today i guess.gonna indulge in playing more dumb games online n eating more nuts to keep myself occupied and also to keep some things off my mind.=/



signed,sealed,delivered.

outing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!caps r nice.lol.shan't type much,i'm tired due to SOMEBODY.grrrrrr.

kk,pics are below:

JAP TOURIST??><

WE'RE GONNA BE TOMBOYS!XD

that's all for today.

signed,sealed,delivered.

hmmmm,woke up at 2.30 today...but my eyes are still half it's normal size.i'm dying soon.but i gotta go out for dinner with my mum n her frens later.lol.annual x'mas dinner.erm,a lil too early but oh well.

went to trim my hair earlier on,got my fringe a lil shorter.was getting in my way.LOL.

kk,can't type anymore,my eyes r getting smaller by the minute.><

*shouts in agony*


signed,sealed,delivered.

POOF!!!!!went to jo's place for twee-tion today...n the teacher came early.scared me.lol.but she's nice.typical 19 la...how naggy n stuff do u expect her to be???HOHOHO.

so after twee-tion we hung out n we did some photo-taking.okay,jo did some photo-taking.lol.n we pulled-off a "very" nice "stunt"...tt involves in e evolution of hairstyles,from thee oh-so-popular beatles to thee oh-so-preeeety teenage girls!!!!LOOOOL.watch that space below:

BEFORE:

AFTER:

okayy...a lil' blurred.n i look VERY SCREWED.but oh well.dun care la...lazy to bother bout thee angle.looool.

yup,tt's all for now.gonna go feed on my dinner.

signed,sealed,delivered.

WHERE ARE YOU?????????????????????????D:


signed,sealed,delivered.

ahhhh.still feeling the same things as late night.totally unbearable.besides,i'm reading a book called "the boyfriend list" which isn't making things better.brought back alot of painful memories.but i'm gonna bite back my tongue n finish the book.

sometimes it's really tough being brave.u just wanna sit there n cry in front of everybody but then there's a voice in ur head telling you,"no girl,u can't cry here.it's too embarrassing."simply dumb.human behavior.kills me.i need a break man.need my bomb shelter.sigh.


oh well,final resort.confession to you guys out there.if i like you,you won't have to wait for me.if i dun like you,waiting wouldn't change a thing.painful,but true.sorry.


signed,sealed,delivered.

secret desires,secret loves.i admit.there is such a thing in me.confirmed.lol.dun ask "y is qimin sayin all these",mayb i'm feeling a lil more,heartfelt today.or whatever that is called.feeling loads of things.happiness,bliss n fear all co-exists within me today.happiness when i see him talking to me.bliss when i ponder if he's into me too n fear tt i'm jus misreading the signals all together.freaky thing called love.kills me inside.i wish he'd jus read this n come up to me n embrace me,then say,"silly girl,i loved you all along."oh how i wish.u ppl out there wished tt it was this simple too right??but fate never agrees with your thoughts n wishes.okay,not never but seldom.

so sometimes u have ppl telling you,"baby girl,it's not you.it's me.i'm not good enough for you."n then u think,"not good enough for me??BULLSHIT!"but it happens.n when tt happens to me,i take it tt it's just not meant to be.although after tt i'd do a thorough check n see if there's anythin wrong with me.lol.

n sometimes you have guys telling you,"girl,i'd like it better if we remained as friends?"another one down.n then i'll console myself again n say,"oh well,guess he's just not the one for me."n the cycle repeats everytime i profess my feelings to a guy.not like it happens alot la..only happened,thrice??still within the number of fingers in a hand la.so you see,those 3 failures have caused me to be afraid to admit my feelings for that certain someone now.i've been denying all the way.ALL the way.n it's heartwretching.but i'm afraid.afraid to lose a friend,afraid that my world would suddenly feel as though it's crumpling down at my feet.my heart wouldn't be strong enough to withstand it for the forth time,my friends.so here i am,going crazy at the thought of not knowing what to do with my feelings.gee.this sucks.

okay,if anyone has this fool-proof plan to tell him my feelings,gimme a dial kk?thanks.


signed,sealed,delivered.

I'M TIRED!!!!!!!=(

LOOOOOL.woke up at 8 and and took a cab down to j8 to meet darren..he was late!!lol..den we waited for his aunt n his cousin...took quite long also.gee.so i spent most of my time reading my book till we reached the national museum.watched a not-too boring yet not-so-interesting china movie..then went to starbucks to waste time for e next few hrs..LOL.went home after tt.surprising eh.qimin goin home SOOOOOOOO early on a saturday..no life man..no life.sigh.


signed,sealed,delivered.

MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!i feel like a bad girl..okayy..only for the fact tt jo n i cancelled tuition 2ay...haha..

i went to kap with bernice n sat there reading books,feeding on fries,listening to music.haha..then bernice had a lil' too much coke n she went a lil' high..erm well,alot.LOL.

so,eddie came n we spent the next few hrs,talking,laughing,fooling around..kinda light-hearted.until i got a lil' slpy n started being drowsy.haha..so yeah..waited at the bus stop with bernice for her bus..then i headed home in a cab myself.

tt's all for today i guess.heading for the gym tmr..gonna lose those calories..LOL.


(the feeling of your tongue circling mine.passion.)<--line of the day from a love novel.


signed,sealed,delivered.

HOHOHO!!!!!didn't post ytd cause i was sick.SICK!!!okay la..was just aching all over..horrible feeling...even rosie claimed tt my lips were pale!!!LOL.

anyway i'm feeling better already.so with that aside,thanks to yixuan for letting us drop by her place n spend the whole afternoon there...haha..thanks babe!!!

was really feeling bad last night...nothin seemed to turn out right..almost murdered.i swear i almost murdered...so..sry to dean for flaring up at u in e sms...didn't mean to...jus,couldn't hold it in...sorry>.<

kk...gonna continue shaving my legs...hahah..


signed,sealed,delivered.

(sinister laughter)MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA....i am a happy girl today!!!!=D

okayy,woke up in the morning to go to raffles city to meet my grandma n my aunt..she's back from us!!!for awhile only...think if i'm not wrong,she's leaving on e 19th??i'll miss her though...lol.

after lunch i went to watch open season with my daddy as my mum,aunt n grandma went to expo for tt john little sale thing..it's a lady's thing..so i shan't interupt.lol.yup..open season wasn't bad..e bear is kinda cute..big,fuzzy n all..i dun mind hugging one anyday..XD

after e movie i went to market place to get some sushi for dinner n home i go!!!okayy...no more activities after tt..lol.

signed,sealed,delivered.

here i am spending the last 15 mins of saturday posting a 2nd post.which is dumb.which means i'm utterly bored.loooooool.

yup,fretting over how i'm gonna slp 2night..wondering how long it'll take me..last night was 1.30am...2night mayb it'll hit 2???i dunno.oh well,call it insomia or smth.i just can't freaking hell get to slp!wanna know y???ask me on msn or sms me or whatever means u choose to contact me with.hmmmm.yeah.i know the reason for the insomia this time.n worst of all??my bomb shelter ain't in town to inject my bloodstream with liquified sleeping pills...so yeah,gonna suffer from insomia until my bomb shelter gets back or smth.or until he decides to help his poor fren over here...lol.hopefully tt happens.(fingers crossed)=]

uh huh,blogging till 12 i suppose..i dunno..but i'm in the living room watching e 15th asian games with my dad(obviously he's snoozing away on the sofa).so yeah,table-tennis..s'pore against korea..nth interesting..y???cos it's always the SAME ppl..hello????i switch to ch 5 to see glum-looking ppl hitting a teeeny wheeeny white ball across a small table with a net in thee middle??uh uh...not my kinda thing..bores me..but i'm a nice daughter..so i watch it with my daddy.(i know you wanna throw up at this point of time.lol.go ahead.)>.<

okay,so to all the nice ppl out there who love me n care for me n happen to check out my blog once in awhile.good night to all of u...(it's not 12 midnight yet..so it's still night.i win.lol.)sleep tight n dun let thee bed buggies bite..(i sound like a mum dun i??hmmm..i'll be one someday anyway.ha!)=D


love ya all^^

signed,sealed,delivered.

HOHOHO...i was suppose to go town after lunch all alone n walk till i dropped or smth.but oh well,woke up at 12(much to my dismay),so i cancelled the original plan of being a loner...i was too tired anyway..lol.

so here i am,fussing over my peeling arms once in every half an hour..lol.n i just found out tt we could do theatre in jc!!!!!yeah man!!i'm so gonna do theatre..den i can fufil my dreams n act on stage!!do dramas n musicals..ooooooh.getting all hyped up already..jc,jc,jc!!!lol.but it's not a confirmed thing yet..so,i gotta work hard!!!haha...

okay,gonna tune down a lil'...i'm gonna take my photo tmr then go get my ic done on monday!!yay...gonna change my passport photo too...i look too different already..the lady at e customs thingie can't recognise me from my photo...lol..hopefully my photo comes out right..if not i'd die..haha..

kk,tt's all for now,gonna go enjoy my saturday evening at home with some sofa music n my laptop.

signed,sealed,delivered.

i left out something!!!haha.like what i told daniel the other day...i'm not gonna bother bout guys anymore...makes my life so complicated n unbearable.i can hardly breathe already.LOL.so yeah,bout tt person???leave it to all fate,i guess.still that same old line,what's meant to be,will be.

signed,sealed,delivered.

i need some peace n quiet!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!!okok,i'm getting fed-up cause of the grass-cutter thingie downstairs..creating such a racket.been cutting grass since 1 plus???it's 3 plus now already..darn.just when i thought i could slack n pig out ast home=(

oh well,had tuition ytd at jo's place..the new teacher ain't too bad...we agreed tt time passed faster with her..dunno y..LOL.so yeah,finished tuition at around 5 plus n jo showed me some stuff on her laptop.well,"chanced" upon some poem n i was a lil' startled by the person's definition of a poem???was a lil' scary though...told jo ms j would jump if she say it.lol.n we wouldn't want that to happen.hmmmm,short reminder to future lit students,please educate ur frens and/or ppl around your about the definition of a poem or prose.safe the lit population!!!!LOL.tt's a lil' exaggerated eh?hehe..

okay,back to my life.i've decided to wait til next yr before dying my hair dark purple...hoho.due to wat my mum said to me..i guess it wouldn't be right to go to school with dark purple hair too..a little too scary...LOL.so yeah,shall dye it dark purple after my o's instead.then i can don tt purple hair for all i want!!!haha..cause by then,it wouldn't create a large contrast against the white nanhua uniform.haha.

oh well,guess tt's e end of my post for 2day.oh yeah,jus folded 2 bottles of stars..wished the same wish over n over again for both bottles.bet u're thinking tt i'm dumb.but without dumb ppl like me,who would believe tt wishes do come true???haha.


signed,sealed,delivered.