Paint a song for me.

ahhhh.still feeling the same things as late night.totally unbearable.besides,i'm reading a book called "the boyfriend list" which isn't making things better.brought back alot of painful memories.but i'm gonna bite back my tongue n finish the book.

sometimes it's really tough being brave.u just wanna sit there n cry in front of everybody but then there's a voice in ur head telling you,"no girl,u can't cry here.it's too embarrassing."simply dumb.human behavior.kills me.i need a break man.need my bomb shelter.sigh.


oh well,final resort.confession to you guys out there.if i like you,you won't have to wait for me.if i dun like you,waiting wouldn't change a thing.painful,but true.sorry.


signed,sealed,delivered.