argh....so long since i blogged...been feeling malaise recently...n i almost died from a migraine...lyk...how could my body do this 2 me???
n i've been seeing loads of termagants around me...n they're driving me crazy n stuff..cos i'm seeing them wif their ah beng bfs n being all pernickety n stuff...n screeching at e top of their voices..
i've also been feeling fat(guess i am)...n i've been lyk skipping meals cos i'm lyk not feeling hungry at all??i guess it's kinda quixotic cos lyk...i'll nv b able 2 slim down by skipping meals??sheesh..
kk...i'm unable 2 fit all my newly learned words into my post...

gonna fill in bout 2day's very malu encounter in e restaurant wif jojo n ruth..

signed,sealed,delivered.

//Love is just a game// (credits to Dean for the title)

I used to think you were everything
And everything was all i needed
One week and four days of love
And you left my world like you never knew

Where was my existence in your heart
How could it have faded so quickly
You pulled me up when i was down
But now you left me just for your own liberty

You said you were suffocating
But i never strangled
You said you'd love me for as long as we are together
And now you said you loved no more

I yelled and i cried
Just to have you back by my side
But you walked away in tears
Leaving me to end your game of love

How could you.

// you//

sitting here alone
sounds surround me
clattering of plates
and chatting of women

anger fills my chest
as my head starts to swell
i am upset with everything
everything including you

i don't know what is going on
as darkness falls upon me
your promises and your apologies
are just making my heart ache more

i don't know how to go on
people tell me i'm strong
i seriously beg to differ
as i can no longer hold on

fairytales of prince charmings
no longer appeal to me
my life is like a story
although it can be very boring

i choose to be indifferent
to everything that you do
to love you for everything
and forgive for what you do

i'm acting like your mother
loving unconditionally
i am still your girlfriend
so please sympathise with me

i go weak when you kiss me
when your luscious lips press against mine
i can melt and surrender
like everything was just fine

i don't want to give up
i don't wan to cry
but please just love me once more
before my heart dies.

i hate you.

sry peeps...feeling kinda lazy 4 e past few days...keep going out...thurs go out wif jojo n mel..well supposedly wif jeslyn n felice..but they couldnt make it..darn..den fri went out also..sat n sun both occupied by my parents den mon gonna head 4 lot 1 n hang around...sheesh...so busy...n i'm thinking how how 2 kill my hair cos it's getting on my nerves!!!! cheryl!!save my hair!!! faster bring me 2 e marsling there..haha..siau already..too much caffaine n alcohol in my head...yeah...type all these 4 now..ppl who wan more details on my outings...pls call my hotline..(dammit..lame one again)..

signed,sealed,delivered.

damn...it's mid yr n i can't use e laptop..now den my mum lemme use..sheesh..sigh..spent e whole day running around in sch 2 look 4 ppl n pass them their chem paper...den all go home liao..so sickening..so went 4 ms wassan's lesson n went 301 to ka chiau wan ting..hur hur hur..den talk talk here,slack slack there..hmmm...do at times wonder...y am i going 2 sch 4??cos my parents decided one day 2 tell me,"qi min,from tmr onwards,u shall slog ur head off in sch."....i seriously wonder..hmmm..nvm...loads of crap..told ppl around me loads of "deep" things tt seriusly seem lyk nonsense 2 me now..haha..oh yea..math paper was damn tough..almost died squeezing my brains...gee..hopefully i wont die by e end of mid yr..yeah..oh noo..i'm so shallow..no depth in my posts..sucky..bleah. XD


signed,sealed,delivered.

hehe!!!neos wif my parents..erased my ugly face on e 2 on top..too ugly.





















amber n me!!some sunday during march..hehe..think wilson was..whoops.nvm... =X


I'M BORED!!!!!! i'm so bored lar...went 2 take neos wif jojo juz now at jec...e machine damn cool la...den we did some stupid things..hur hur hur..after tt went mac 2 eat jojo's shaker fries..oh yea..HAPPY B'DAY JOJO!!haha..abit slow mo hor.. >.<>


signed,sealed,delivered.

hmmm..second post of e day..see e above??haha..neos wif my beloved parents!!!*proud

ahhhh..my blog is locked...dammit..so sickening..i cant post la...frustrating..argh.

nvm...shall double post next time..

DAMMIT!!!!!!

signed,sealed,delivered.

HAHA!jojo n me in e toilet..hmm..wad were we doin??slacking i suppose.. argh..wadeva..here comes my brand new blog(i left e old one 2 decompose on it's own)...years since i've blogged n since i've gt nth better 2 do now..i'm gonne blast dis thingie off..

was talking e my dear fleas last nite..juz crapping around n i realised tt i'm more hardworking than she is!!!impressive huh?hur hur hur..

gee...dunno wad 2 type..sickening..nvm..i shall go study ^o^ n see wad i'll get out of it..tata!

signed,sealed,delivered.