it's mid-week!!!finally.
mmm,mayb it's the weather but things haven't been turning out right for my class.ppl getting into trouble,ppl getting upset and irritated,somethin's happening to everybody.well,almost everybody.
the weather's been pretty horrendous recently...with the cold wind blastin' in every direction,how good can you feel??so now i'm contemplating whether to bring my jacket to sch...or not.if i did,i'm gonna bring my fav grey jacket...or issit a cardigan?oh whatever.on the other hand,my grey thingie is heavy and fat.....so,i might find it a chore to lug it around??oh noooo..should i,should i???=X
just had a hair cut just now...ain't too bad.i kinda like it.hahaha...wendy was worried that her new short fringe would cause a commotion but seriously,i think she looks good with that shorter fringe.hopefully she'd be convinced tt her fringe actually looks good.=D
that's all i guess.gonna go finish my eng compo,bio wksheet(tt went missing) and chem chap 20.plus!!i might finally shave my legs after oh-so-many reminders from myself.hah!
signed,sealed,delivered.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
foul foul foul.i'm in a foul mood.
the past few days have been really extreme for me..tiring too.all that work and attempts to crawl out of my snuggly bed...it's kinda tough.plus,now i'm kinda confused and at a loss.not really certain if my decision was a right one...but it's too late to say anythin' now.so i'll just make the best out of the situation.tt's what qimin does best...no?haha.
hmmm,staring at my e math hw...wondering where should i start...probability is a tad boring and it drives me crazy.i've gotta re-write my eng compo too...but i'll probably do it after math..it's due on thurs..hohoho.
ahhh!i'm getting a hair cut tmr...dun worry..i won't have some obnoxious hair cut anymore..just gonna trim and mayb get my fringe a lil' shorter so tt it doesn't puff up on top while the ends are straaaaight.weird eh?gee.
okayy,gonna go have dinner to end my so-called hunger strike..lol.
P.S.: for once,you noticed that i cried without me telling you or actually having to see me cry.i'm grateful for you being so observant towards my actions and tone.thanks.
signed,sealed,delivered.
the past few days have been really extreme for me..tiring too.all that work and attempts to crawl out of my snuggly bed...it's kinda tough.plus,now i'm kinda confused and at a loss.not really certain if my decision was a right one...but it's too late to say anythin' now.so i'll just make the best out of the situation.tt's what qimin does best...no?haha.
hmmm,staring at my e math hw...wondering where should i start...probability is a tad boring and it drives me crazy.i've gotta re-write my eng compo too...but i'll probably do it after math..it's due on thurs..hohoho.
ahhh!i'm getting a hair cut tmr...dun worry..i won't have some obnoxious hair cut anymore..just gonna trim and mayb get my fringe a lil' shorter so tt it doesn't puff up on top while the ends are straaaaight.weird eh?gee.
okayy,gonna go have dinner to end my so-called hunger strike..lol.
P.S.: for once,you noticed that i cried without me telling you or actually having to see me cry.i'm grateful for you being so observant towards my actions and tone.thanks.
signed,sealed,delivered.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
**&&#*$*(*@)#*@(#@#@!!!! okay,i'm friggin' pissed due to **an...i woke up at 9.30 and waited for him all e way til 1....den wad?he abandons me by saying,"oh later i need to go toa payoh so u go settle dinner yourself."grreeeeat!!and as i was frantically searching for ppl to makan with me,he kept mouthing,"can we go now??""i leave first okay??"like,wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhh...qimin swore.sheesh.
so i called yixuan,dean,jason,yang lu,bernice n qianru to see if anyone was interested in goin to kap to write my compo with me then makan later.sad to say,yx was going out with her family,dean wasn't free,jason was having tuition,yang lu had loads of hw,bernice was at paya lebar and qianru was too far out there to come over.oh well,at least they bothered to feel sorry for me,explain their situation and give me suggestions.thanks peeps.you ppl rock.ALOT.thanks so so so much..i would have screamed at **an if it weren't for you ppl.=)
oh,and if you were wondering y i was so desperate to get someone to have dinner with me and not just go home,it was cos' my parents were supposed to be out.AND!!i don't have my own set of keys..sad right??well,e problem sorta worked itself out when my mum called to say that they weren't goin out anymore cos' my dad was still taking his nap.so i went home.phew.
so,next time if **an asks me out again...i tell you.i'm so NOT gonna turn up and see wad he has to say bout that...i waited sooooooooo bloodaye long for him today and i end up facing some stupid crisis all on my own.right.and tt's wad he does to his ex gf whom he supposedly broke up with due to family stuff and still cares for.how much care n concern is shown in this situation?!?!?!?!tt's total bullshit,i tell you.total BULLSHIT.
sigh.my dad's present is still with **an and i do hope tt he rmbs to somehow turn up tmr and give it to my dad or else he's gonna be SO DEAD.cos' qimin's gonna kill him for good.and i mean it.
hmmmm,guess that's enough of angst for one sickening day..i'm gonna go brainstorm for my chinese compo whilst waiting for my dad to come home with my dinner.and talking bout dinner,**an caused me to not have any appetite for lunch!!!i mean,who can still stuff their mouths with food when they're pissed?not me,for sure.
guess it's all meant to be.for **an to irritate me BIG TIME then me ignoring him for good.maybe it'll work this time.*sinister laughter*
P.S.:i've always needed you.since we became friends,then close friends.i guess you know how much i need you too.you've always boasted about how you're the only guy that can make me smile in a few seconds and i'm hoping that you'd always be there for me.the feelings are true me friend and i pray that all i've heard and felt are true too.i don't want to be hugged for fun.i want to be hugged cos' you wanted to and that you had messages to convey.i'll still be your "7-eleven" like i've said i'd be.trust me,the way i trust you.with heart.
signed,sealed,delivered.
so i called yixuan,dean,jason,yang lu,bernice n qianru to see if anyone was interested in goin to kap to write my compo with me then makan later.sad to say,yx was going out with her family,dean wasn't free,jason was having tuition,yang lu had loads of hw,bernice was at paya lebar and qianru was too far out there to come over.oh well,at least they bothered to feel sorry for me,explain their situation and give me suggestions.thanks peeps.you ppl rock.ALOT.thanks so so so much..i would have screamed at **an if it weren't for you ppl.=)
oh,and if you were wondering y i was so desperate to get someone to have dinner with me and not just go home,it was cos' my parents were supposed to be out.AND!!i don't have my own set of keys..sad right??well,e problem sorta worked itself out when my mum called to say that they weren't goin out anymore cos' my dad was still taking his nap.so i went home.phew.
so,next time if **an asks me out again...i tell you.i'm so NOT gonna turn up and see wad he has to say bout that...i waited sooooooooo bloodaye long for him today and i end up facing some stupid crisis all on my own.right.and tt's wad he does to his ex gf whom he supposedly broke up with due to family stuff and still cares for.how much care n concern is shown in this situation?!?!?!?!tt's total bullshit,i tell you.total BULLSHIT.
sigh.my dad's present is still with **an and i do hope tt he rmbs to somehow turn up tmr and give it to my dad or else he's gonna be SO DEAD.cos' qimin's gonna kill him for good.and i mean it.
hmmmm,guess that's enough of angst for one sickening day..i'm gonna go brainstorm for my chinese compo whilst waiting for my dad to come home with my dinner.and talking bout dinner,**an caused me to not have any appetite for lunch!!!i mean,who can still stuff their mouths with food when they're pissed?not me,for sure.
guess it's all meant to be.for **an to irritate me BIG TIME then me ignoring him for good.maybe it'll work this time.*sinister laughter*
P.S.:i've always needed you.since we became friends,then close friends.i guess you know how much i need you too.you've always boasted about how you're the only guy that can make me smile in a few seconds and i'm hoping that you'd always be there for me.the feelings are true me friend and i pray that all i've heard and felt are true too.i don't want to be hugged for fun.i want to be hugged cos' you wanted to and that you had messages to convey.i'll still be your "7-eleven" like i've said i'd be.trust me,the way i trust you.with heart.
signed,sealed,delivered.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
hmmmm..just changed my blog skin..the english is a lil' bad...but i kinda like the whole thing on its own....XD
well,had chingay training dis morning...spent 90% of my time trying to keep myself awake.sheesh.i need a break....soon.lol.
then i came home..only to realise that my area has been flooded by the oh-so-horrible rain..muddy puddles all over...almost suffered from ague after that scene.eeek.
oh well,had dinner after tt then bought a top from top shop...n i simply lurrrrrve it!!!hahahahahahaha...but i feel fat today.damn.
ahhh...tt's all for today...ants are attacking my laptop...must be the rain.argh.
pray for me peeps!!!!while i pray for myself too...hahahahahahaha...e more e merrier?duhh.><
signed,sealed,delivered.
well,had chingay training dis morning...spent 90% of my time trying to keep myself awake.sheesh.i need a break....soon.lol.
then i came home..only to realise that my area has been flooded by the oh-so-horrible rain..muddy puddles all over...almost suffered from ague after that scene.eeek.
oh well,had dinner after tt then bought a top from top shop...n i simply lurrrrrve it!!!hahahahahahaha...but i feel fat today.damn.
ahhh...tt's all for today...ants are attacking my laptop...must be the rain.argh.
pray for me peeps!!!!while i pray for myself too...hahahahahahaha...e more e merrier?duhh.><
signed,sealed,delivered.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!okay..that was a really bad start for a post.oh well,i'm bored.
jo's over at my place and she's in the....living room?hahahhahaha...she's updating all her stuff now..while i'm relaxing and watching tv...><
ate alot just now...bought food worth 7 bucks from old chang kee...can u believe it?!?!?!?!?!?i nearly fainted when i saw the total cost.freaky..=/
hmmmm,my cousin in e states replied my email!!!hahahaha...he still rmbs me...i thought he wouldn't.so i was fretting over what to reply...and i gave my usual,retard kinda reply.oh no...he's gonna think his cousin is nuts or smth.dammit.
it's friday tmr!!!got a concert to go to with yixuan at acs..hahahahahaha...i'm still wondering y her fren's sch choose acs's hall of all places...oh well,nvm.tt was just some random thought.
well,i guess that's all for today...life's been kinda smooth-sailing recently and that's great...hopefully all my prayers will come true...and i do believe.=)
signed,sealed,delivered.
jo's over at my place and she's in the....living room?hahahhahaha...she's updating all her stuff now..while i'm relaxing and watching tv...><
ate alot just now...bought food worth 7 bucks from old chang kee...can u believe it?!?!?!?!?!?i nearly fainted when i saw the total cost.freaky..=/
hmmmm,my cousin in e states replied my email!!!hahahaha...he still rmbs me...i thought he wouldn't.so i was fretting over what to reply...and i gave my usual,retard kinda reply.oh no...he's gonna think his cousin is nuts or smth.dammit.
it's friday tmr!!!got a concert to go to with yixuan at acs..hahahahahaha...i'm still wondering y her fren's sch choose acs's hall of all places...oh well,nvm.tt was just some random thought.
well,i guess that's all for today...life's been kinda smooth-sailing recently and that's great...hopefully all my prayers will come true...and i do believe.=)
signed,sealed,delivered.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
8 months later,when i listen to aslyn's "that's when i love you",what came to me was a gush of memories from the past.
memories of how sean n i used to be..how things were just so perfect.the times we spent together....those times were short but pure and blissful.8 mths ago,when i listen to tt song,i'd be in sean's arms...enjoying every minute of our time together..3.5 mths later,tt song was also e song tt caused immense heartache....but now,i'm glad tt it was all over.
maybe we all thought that we were meant to be.sean thought so too,i guess.we'd often talk bout having children,getting married,having a home.too early to talk bout' such stuff but it was something tt we both wished would happen someday.hmmmm,but now it's all over.i'm living my own life and so is sean.it's alot easier this way.i guess we've all forgotten y it all started...those simple things like being with each other just because we loved each other.tensions were always raised because we thought tt the other was being unreasonable.but we've forgotten tt it was somethin' tt could have been resolved so easily.it was because we've forgotten that one thing tt was true to our hearts,our love for each other.
oh well,i guess that marks the end of the chapter about sean n me.like what yixuan said,my piority is no longer sean,it's him.yes,him.the one tt i have no answers to,yet able to make my day and also destroy me all at e same time.i'm playing with fire and i'll keep it this way.
anita mui once said to yi neng jing,"nothing can make you feel more blessed than having the one you love,to love you back."i love that line.cos' it is such a simple statement,yet it is able to set many ppl thinking.
treasure your loved ones...because at e back of your head,you know that they are the ones tt will stand by you no matter what happens.friends and family alike.
signed,sealed,delivered.
memories of how sean n i used to be..how things were just so perfect.the times we spent together....those times were short but pure and blissful.8 mths ago,when i listen to tt song,i'd be in sean's arms...enjoying every minute of our time together..3.5 mths later,tt song was also e song tt caused immense heartache....but now,i'm glad tt it was all over.
maybe we all thought that we were meant to be.sean thought so too,i guess.we'd often talk bout having children,getting married,having a home.too early to talk bout' such stuff but it was something tt we both wished would happen someday.hmmmm,but now it's all over.i'm living my own life and so is sean.it's alot easier this way.i guess we've all forgotten y it all started...those simple things like being with each other just because we loved each other.tensions were always raised because we thought tt the other was being unreasonable.but we've forgotten tt it was somethin' tt could have been resolved so easily.it was because we've forgotten that one thing tt was true to our hearts,our love for each other.
oh well,i guess that marks the end of the chapter about sean n me.like what yixuan said,my piority is no longer sean,it's him.yes,him.the one tt i have no answers to,yet able to make my day and also destroy me all at e same time.i'm playing with fire and i'll keep it this way.
anita mui once said to yi neng jing,"nothing can make you feel more blessed than having the one you love,to love you back."i love that line.cos' it is such a simple statement,yet it is able to set many ppl thinking.
treasure your loved ones...because at e back of your head,you know that they are the ones tt will stand by you no matter what happens.friends and family alike.
signed,sealed,delivered.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
woke up this morning with my right eye red smaller than my left..so literally,it was O.o.....ain't that oh-so-desirable??not.
oh well,my eyes went back to their normal size when i went up to class..(it always seem to be able to work itself out.)so first lesson was chinese n i almost died of boredom....bad days like ytd do not necessary allow your next day to be alot better.but it was still better.LOL.
hmmmm,i'm kinda goin' back to old school stuff...as u can see...(or hear)....i'm like listening to retro-fied songs off my com every single day....dating all e way back to my parent's era...hooooohoooohooooo....i so did not mean tt my parents r oooooold.XD
i suddenly remembered tt i have a geog test tmr n i've yet to study...plus i've gt e math to do...lest mrs tan decides tt qimin's not worthly of her words by not handing up her work..=X
so peeps out there,pray for me!!!!or you could...erm...help me do some of my work??hehehe...
but for now,i'll so do my work and mug for e test tmr..
signed,sealed,delivered.
oh well,my eyes went back to their normal size when i went up to class..(it always seem to be able to work itself out.)so first lesson was chinese n i almost died of boredom....bad days like ytd do not necessary allow your next day to be alot better.but it was still better.LOL.
hmmmm,i'm kinda goin' back to old school stuff...as u can see...(or hear)....i'm like listening to retro-fied songs off my com every single day....dating all e way back to my parent's era...hooooohoooohooooo....i so did not mean tt my parents r oooooold.XD
i suddenly remembered tt i have a geog test tmr n i've yet to study...plus i've gt e math to do...lest mrs tan decides tt qimin's not worthly of her words by not handing up her work..=X
so peeps out there,pray for me!!!!or you could...erm...help me do some of my work??hehehe...
but for now,i'll so do my work and mug for e test tmr..
signed,sealed,delivered.
Monday, January 15, 2007
i don't get it.seriously,i don't.you have ppl fussing over who's a virgin and who's not....ppl who want to be in love and love somebody yet they're afraid that they'll get hurt when it all ends.i mean,it's dumb,isn't it??
not that i haven't been through those times before but as i lie in bed at night and think about all those times when i cried,felt heartbroken,was afraid.i'm also not saying that i'm not afraid to profess my feelings nor am i saying that i have not been denying for a long long time.ask those whom i've admitted my feelings to,they'll know how long i've been denying.
i've been contemplating for a very long time now.i've got my o's to worry bout',got to convince myself that 2007 will be a better year than 2006.gotta pray hard tt my wishes come true.gotta plucker up that courage inside to believe in those gut feelings that i experience.i just gotta believe.
oh well,i've still gt lit to do....and gotta fuss bout the upcoming tests.so yeah,time to let my brain rest and then prepare for the obstacles ahead...
ahhhhhh...v'day's coming...gee.*fingers crossed*
signed,sealed,delivered.
not that i haven't been through those times before but as i lie in bed at night and think about all those times when i cried,felt heartbroken,was afraid.i'm also not saying that i'm not afraid to profess my feelings nor am i saying that i have not been denying for a long long time.ask those whom i've admitted my feelings to,they'll know how long i've been denying.
i've been contemplating for a very long time now.i've got my o's to worry bout',got to convince myself that 2007 will be a better year than 2006.gotta pray hard tt my wishes come true.gotta plucker up that courage inside to believe in those gut feelings that i experience.i just gotta believe.
oh well,i've still gt lit to do....and gotta fuss bout the upcoming tests.so yeah,time to let my brain rest and then prepare for the obstacles ahead...
ahhhhhh...v'day's coming...gee.*fingers crossed*
signed,sealed,delivered.
Friday, January 12, 2007
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!4 days since i've posted..been real busy...lol.
let's see...tues i've gt choir...which i didn't attend n literally sat at mac with ruth n amber til it was almost 7...
wed.....oh.i went to the gym with amber after sch cos' yixuan couldn't make it at e eleventh hr...whoo~~lol.
thurs...went to sch n almost died trying to complete my hw....n jesse lim almost screwed my class..scary woman.gawd.but i do hope tt she can revive our chem grades...i'm keeping my fingers crossed.><
hmmmm..today...e-learning day..so i woke up at 11.45am to start doin my hw on edulearn...and somehow i couldn't load the chem stuff..so i told my dad to print it for me.from his office.LOL.
e cold weather's killing me...ain't exactly feeling cold but i realised tt e soles of my feet hav turned white already...haha.which means,i'm actually freezing...subconsciously.XD
oh well..i'll go listen to more music and have more shut-eye..i've gt chingay training tmr.hohoho..
P.S.:i love it when i hear your voice over the phone,when i see you smile,when i feel you around me.i was told to convince myself that mutual feelings are present.but i am afraid.yes,because it's you we're talking about,that's why the girl tt ppl used to think was a flirt,is afraid.i pray every night and i have this gut feeling bout us.i'm keeping my fingers crossed.but for now,i'll stand by you,just like before.i'm gonna listen.
signed,sealed,delivered.
let's see...tues i've gt choir...which i didn't attend n literally sat at mac with ruth n amber til it was almost 7...
wed.....oh.i went to the gym with amber after sch cos' yixuan couldn't make it at e eleventh hr...whoo~~lol.
thurs...went to sch n almost died trying to complete my hw....n jesse lim almost screwed my class..scary woman.gawd.but i do hope tt she can revive our chem grades...i'm keeping my fingers crossed.><
hmmmm..today...e-learning day..so i woke up at 11.45am to start doin my hw on edulearn...and somehow i couldn't load the chem stuff..so i told my dad to print it for me.from his office.LOL.
e cold weather's killing me...ain't exactly feeling cold but i realised tt e soles of my feet hav turned white already...haha.which means,i'm actually freezing...subconsciously.XD
oh well..i'll go listen to more music and have more shut-eye..i've gt chingay training tmr.hohoho..
P.S.:i love it when i hear your voice over the phone,when i see you smile,when i feel you around me.i was told to convince myself that mutual feelings are present.but i am afraid.yes,because it's you we're talking about,that's why the girl tt ppl used to think was a flirt,is afraid.i pray every night and i have this gut feeling bout us.i'm keeping my fingers crossed.but for now,i'll stand by you,just like before.i'm gonna listen.
signed,sealed,delivered.
Monday, January 08, 2007
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!i'm home from tuition at jo's place..haha.like her cg came today...damn cool la..haha.nice ppl.=)
ooooooh...i'm a lil' distracted...n i guess some of you know why...hmmmm.hint hint??
okay..i'm drifting off already.can't help it.gonna sleep early and get ready for a long day tmr.
signed,sealed,delivered.
ooooooh...i'm a lil' distracted...n i guess some of you know why...hmmmm.hint hint??
okay..i'm drifting off already.can't help it.gonna sleep early and get ready for a long day tmr.
signed,sealed,delivered.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
mua hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!new post!!!and it's pouring...again.=/
oh well,my chem is screwed i think..like last yr's eoy paper?????goner.....tried though..lol.my hair is screwed too...it just doesn't seem right...i'm trying to make my hair look good at all angles???okay..i'm a perfectionist.sorta.LOL.
ANYWAY...........the main point of today's post is:
I SAW THIS FRIGGIN' CUTE GUY FROM HWA CHONG JC(i think)AND HE LIVES IN THE SAME ESTATE AS ME!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!and i think he saw me too...hohoho.kk.friggin' bimbo.oh no.
but i think i saw him before.....somewhere out there...hmmm...oooooh..deja vu??lol.dumb.kk,tt's all for today.i'm gonna go drool over hcjc guy or smth..XD
signed,sealed,delivered.
oh well,my chem is screwed i think..like last yr's eoy paper?????goner.....tried though..lol.my hair is screwed too...it just doesn't seem right...i'm trying to make my hair look good at all angles???okay..i'm a perfectionist.sorta.LOL.
ANYWAY...........the main point of today's post is:
I SAW THIS FRIGGIN' CUTE GUY FROM HWA CHONG JC(i think)AND HE LIVES IN THE SAME ESTATE AS ME!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!and i think he saw me too...hohoho.kk.friggin' bimbo.oh no.
but i think i saw him before.....somewhere out there...hmmm...oooooh..deja vu??lol.dumb.kk,tt's all for today.i'm gonna go drool over hcjc guy or smth..XD
signed,sealed,delivered.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
i'm finally feeling so much bettter.guess the medicine do work after all.though it causes me to drop dead everytime.=/
okay,pictures from thee cruise as i've promised!!!!oh well,i didn't really promise,did i??hahaha..kk....here goes:
end of pictures!!!!as usual,i'm lazy to type a description for each photo..so i guess you peeps could just study them yourself?hahaha..it's pretty simple.><(i might get beaten soon,i think.)
oh well,tt's all for today.i'm getting drowsy already..
signed,sealed,delivered.
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