Paint a song for me.

8 months later,when i listen to aslyn's "that's when i love you",what came to me was a gush of memories from the past.

memories of how sean n i used to be..how things were just so perfect.the times we spent together....those times were short but pure and blissful.8 mths ago,when i listen to tt song,i'd be in sean's arms...enjoying every minute of our time together..3.5 mths later,tt song was also e song tt caused immense heartache....but now,i'm glad tt it was all over.

maybe we all thought that we were meant to be.sean thought so too,i guess.we'd often talk bout having children,getting married,having a home.too early to talk bout' such stuff but it was something tt we both wished would happen someday.hmmmm,but now it's all over.i'm living my own life and so is sean.it's alot easier this way.i guess we've all forgotten y it all started...those simple things like being with each other just because we loved each other.tensions were always raised because we thought tt the other was being unreasonable.but we've forgotten tt it was somethin' tt could have been resolved so easily.it was because we've forgotten that one thing tt was true to our hearts,our love for each other.

oh well,i guess that marks the end of the chapter about sean n me.like what yixuan said,my piority is no longer sean,it's him.yes,him.the one tt i have no answers to,yet able to make my day and also destroy me all at e same time.i'm playing with fire and i'll keep it this way.

anita mui once said to yi neng jing,"nothing can make you feel more blessed than having the one you love,to love you back."i love that line.cos' it is such a simple statement,yet it is able to set many ppl thinking.

treasure your loved ones...because at e back of your head,you know that they are the ones tt will stand by you no matter what happens.friends and family alike.


signed,sealed,delivered.