Paint a song for me.

**&&#*$*(*@)#*@(#@#@!!!! okay,i'm friggin' pissed due to **an...i woke up at 9.30 and waited for him all e way til 1....den wad?he abandons me by saying,"oh later i need to go toa payoh so u go settle dinner yourself."grreeeeat!!and as i was frantically searching for ppl to makan with me,he kept mouthing,"can we go now??""i leave first okay??"like,wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhh...qimin swore.sheesh.

so i called yixuan,dean,jason,yang lu,bernice n qianru to see if anyone was interested in goin to kap to write my compo with me then makan later.sad to say,yx was going out with her family,dean wasn't free,jason was having tuition,yang lu had loads of hw,bernice was at paya lebar and qianru was too far out there to come over.oh well,at least they bothered to feel sorry for me,explain their situation and give me suggestions.thanks peeps.you ppl rock.ALOT.thanks so so so much..i would have screamed at **an if it weren't for you ppl.=)

oh,and if you were wondering y i was so desperate to get someone to have dinner with me and not just go home,it was cos' my parents were supposed to be out.AND!!i don't have my own set of keys..sad right??well,e problem sorta worked itself out when my mum called to say that they weren't goin out anymore cos' my dad was still taking his nap.so i went home.phew.

so,next time if **an asks me out again...i tell you.i'm so NOT gonna turn up and see wad he has to say bout that...i waited sooooooooo bloodaye long for him today and i end up facing some stupid crisis all on my own.right.and tt's wad he does to his ex gf whom he supposedly broke up with due to family stuff and still cares for.how much care n concern is shown in this situation?!?!?!?!tt's total bullshit,i tell you.total BULLSHIT.

sigh.my dad's present is still with **an and i do hope tt he rmbs to somehow turn up tmr and give it to my dad or else he's gonna be SO DEAD.cos' qimin's gonna kill him for good.and i mean it.

hmmmm,guess that's enough of angst for one sickening day..i'm gonna go brainstorm for my chinese compo whilst waiting for my dad to come home with my dinner.and talking bout dinner,**an caused me to not have any appetite for lunch!!!i mean,who can still stuff their mouths with food when they're pissed?not me,for sure.

guess it's all meant to be.for **an to irritate me BIG TIME then me ignoring him for good.maybe it'll work this time.*sinister laughter*

P.S.:i've always needed you.since we became friends,then close friends.i guess you know how much i need you too.you've always boasted about how you're the only guy that can make me smile in a few seconds and i'm hoping that you'd always be there for me.the feelings are true me friend and i pray that all i've heard and felt are true too.i don't want to be hugged for fun.i want to be hugged cos' you wanted to and that you had messages to convey.i'll still be your "7-eleven" like i've said i'd be.trust me,the way i trust you.with heart.

signed,sealed,delivered.