Paint a song for me.

loving EFBO(obviously it's a code)
in the night,i'd sing,my most heartfelt feelings.excessively denying,disagreeing with myself,takes the toll on me.and when the strings of a guitar snaps,the serenading stops,leaving the silence to knock me out cold.those daily prayers gone to waste,sudden voices in head,telling me to give it all up.feels like a blow to the head as my tears start to flow.

images of others start to appear,preventing a clear view.i choke whilst singing,allowing emotions to regain their freedom.i walk towards a mirror,in attempt to look into my own soul.those eyes aplomb with sadness,would they ever smile again?

contemplation.to allow my heart to speak,or not?or would i be left crying at the wedding?to hope that those prayers would be answered.to wish that it would all turn out right.and so i'd pray.




p.s.: i'm being such an emo-freak today.oh gee.i feel like strangling him.><


signed,sealed,delivered.