hush, don't speak. don't move, just breathe. allow me to lean against your chest. to feel every breath taken by you and to feel every heave caused. hush now, don't ask. slowly feel yourself falling into deep sleep. with every breath acting like an off-switch for your muscles. relax, i'd be here, there's nothing to worry about. i'd be right here with you, i won't leave, i'd give you my word. we'd breathe in unison. our souls merged as one. so don't be afraid, let go of your past, and listen to the calls of the future. just listen.

P.S.: i could have confessed.i could have told you to be my guy so that you'd get to give me some TLC.i could have lunged forward to hug you.i could have......but i stopped myself.and sometimes i'd wish that you'd want me too,that you'd wanna grab me and hug me.i wished i knew.



signed,sealed,delivered.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY STEPPED INTO A NEOPRINT SHOP AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME!!!and it's with jo(:

went on a shopping trip(sort of) with jo in town today.and we're seriously not loaded with money for shopping.

we started at far east where jo first got her skinny jeans and her belt,then with me getting my second pair of denim shorts at 77th street(surprise,surprise).then we strolled down to wisma to see if there were anything that'll catch our eye(s) in there.but apparently,nothing caught our attention.except for a guy-ish necklace that i bought in the basement area.

next was takashimaya,where i attempted to show jo the big $399 dkny bag that i saw when i was with my mum last week,but it was gone!!!so i don't even get a chance to contemplate about making it mine):

headed to cineleisure's pastamania for sodas while we give our poor overworked feet a well-deserved rest.and after that rest was when it happened;we took neoprints!!!(be appalled,please.)and to think we went for a second round of neoprint-taking...we must have been real bored,okay,we were.:X

so after that it was a step into heeren(the toilet there) and out,then an attempt to find seats in the mos burger outlet at orchard emerald.unfortunately,none were found.so jo ended up buying mags to read on the bus and we were off to the bus stop.home sweet home!(:


and popular at lot 1 in lousy cos' they don't have fabric paint):


signed,sealed,delivered.

& i'd succumb to jealousy.always.


signed,sealed,delivered.

i am a chickedy chicken cos' i couldn't stand walking home from kap.ha!

okay,it ain't that bad.but it sucks when you're bent on walking home,only to give in to the temptations of an air-conditioned bus,away from the heat of the setting sun.well,i could have tolerated the heat if i had my hair tied up but pity i hadn't,so air-conditioned bus,here i come!(:

studied with bernice at kap today.and i'd say it wasn't a very successful attempt at completing my work as most of the hours spent were on chatting and trying 'really hard' to finish one pathetic question from my social studies tys.and i've got bad handwriting now,a very bad one.upsetting.):


and reply to jo's post on her blog.i shall try my best to pass of as a 16-year-old!!!!well,i am sec 4,no?hahahahaha.

P.S.:c'mon,i know you miss me....oh no,big ego,big ego.:X


signed,sealed,delivered.

note:i like davy jones;tentacle man!!!

okay,that's simply crazy but i can't help it when i'm watching boht pirates 1 and 2 over and over again.:/com'on,we all know it's nice,and funny,and interesting,and action-packed,and,and,well,it's nice.(:

okay,i'm suppose to be out with my family,shopping for my clothes(theirs too) and also for my dad's father's day gift.but i reckon we'd be a tad late.oh well,not a tad.we're gonna be really late.and it's all cos' i'm watching pirates 2 now.behh.:X

alright,enough bloggin' for today.better concentrate on the movie,lest my dad decides to question me bout' what i've watched.ha.see ya fellas(:


signed,sealed,delivered.

no strings attached;

something i can hardly deal with yet would always have to deal with until i settle down once again.and last time settling down was alot easier;if the guy likes me,asks me to be his and i fancy him too,ta-daa!i'm attached.but now,it's more of,'i like you but i love him more.and i'm waiting for him,sorry.'and you'd think that's just some cheesy excuse but look,heart-felt words okay??haha.

that's all i have to say for today.gag,feel so much better after spilling things out.:X


signed,sealed,delivered.

& sometimes you just need a break;away from the rest of the world.

okay,that's dumb.i know.but i kinda like that feeling,if you know what i'm talking about.:/

so i'm staying home all day today,spending 2 hrs trying to finish my lunch and contemplating if i should start doing some work.okay,i SHOULD do some work.shall try not to cram everything into the last week of the june hols.cos' i know i'd live to regret it.hahahaha.

reckon that's all for now.i'm too sleepy to actually post a proper post so i guess i'll just hafta go do something else lest i bore whoever's reading this.:X so long my fellow comrades.ha!


signed,sealed,delivered.

vortical attraction.

i want you to have hidden agendas.so that those smiles would have hidden meanings.that the heat from your hand would have meant something.that the way that you referred both of us as 'we' would have its own meaning.that those eyes that looked at me in that manner would have meant that you wanted me.that the comfortable ambience around us would have been for a reason.please let all these be true.cos' i really do want you.



signed,sealed,delivered.

OMG!!!!!!

i am like relatively speechless now.can't believe my eyes.

oh man....heart's beating so fast now.oh crap.

please let me know what my heart says is true.cos' i wanna stare forever into those hazel-brown eyes o' yours.



signed,sealed,delivered.