O LEVELS ARE LIKE,OVERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!for good.
hahahahahaha.
like,my modem 'exploded' on sunday.sorta.wasn't the OMG! kind of explosion but more of the 'boom.....' kind of explosion.and so there goes my modem.but now it's back.
YAY YAY YAY YAY.
okay,i'm off to get my contacts done(yes!).bye peeps.
HELLO CLEAR VISION.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
woke up at 11 03 today.amazingly early for me cos' i did sleep at 03 53?something like that.
went out with yuhui yesterday to buy more prom stuff.i got my suspenders and then we took some neos and popped by pastamania at cine to see how's bernice doing there.wendy and her boy come down too.nice chap,think they're quite compatible.(:
and so we took some random pictures.
and today i painted my first shirt!!
that's all i did today.with hardly any studying.i feel like a loser.but there's always tomorrow,right?
HEH.
went out with yuhui yesterday to buy more prom stuff.i got my suspenders and then we took some neos and popped by pastamania at cine to see how's bernice doing there.wendy and her boy come down too.nice chap,think they're quite compatible.(:
and so we took some random pictures.
and today i painted my first shirt!!
that's all i did today.with hardly any studying.i feel like a loser.but there's always tomorrow,right?
HEH.
Monday, November 05, 2007
this is really random but i just gotta get it out of my system.no,it's nothing BIG but just some,thoughts in my puny head.
was listening to 93.3FM and it was playing a song by ENERGY.love song,like,duhh.what else would have triggered thoughts big enough to have me peel myself away from macbeth and attach myself to the laptop?
so,as i was listening to the song,an image of a person came into my mind: sean. our very first date at the beach and also how loved i felt at that time.with those thoughts in mind,my eyes fixed unto something near the right-hand side of my study table: neoprints. i looked closely at the ones i took when i was attached to him and then i saw something; there was bliss and happiness in my eyes.i was truely happy.
then comes the reality check: i look at the neoprints i took recently.though i was smiling in all of them(duhh..) but the 'shine' from my eyes were gone.like,no more sparkle.(sounds like some colgate advert) .
things have changed,he's like some HUGE jerk now and for me,the only things that i say to him are,"eh,my 10 bucks how??when??" and the list for the lines used for collecting debts goes on.no more lovey dovey,i-love-you-you-love-me.
oh,and before i forget,it's time to confess.most of you might think sean and i went through some,oh-so-romantic courting days before we got together but the truth is,there was NONE of that.courtship.hardly any.though we'd chat almost every night on msn before we meeting up but honestly,there was no courtship involved.
so how did we get together?well,this may sound absurb but we actually got together after our first date.like,RIGHT AFTER.so yeah,love at first sight?maybe.at least for me i guess.but in the end it still all came crumbling right down at me.literally,with the fall down the escalator.
now,here's a second confession.reasons why i haven't really gotten together with anyone PROPER recently(which means w****=no count) would be that i was looking for that same feeling i had with sean.that somewhat love at first sight feeling.
now,if i said no guy in this past year had made my heart skip a beat or two,i'd be lying.so yeah,there were the oh-so-sweet/mushy guys that were always able to make my tummy flutter with happiness with their sweet-nothings but somehow in the end,reality kicks in and a voice in my head would go,"no,that's not the one.not him.you'd be suffering if you end up with him...."and so i always end up looking like that BIG flirt that's just accepting appraisals from guys and often just smiling it off with no form of rejection until things get out of hand.fact is,i'm no flirt.maybe you could just call it,keeping a variety of choices so that i would be able to make the best decision out of everything.and unfortunately,it never works out.
in addition,with me getting on in my years(whaa??not even 16!!),the guys around me would obviously eventually 'grow up',which also means that sometimes the hormonal system takes over(namely the testosterones) the oh-mighty brain,and then they don't get a stiff neck but rather a stiff down-there.which is something i seriously hate.like,really hate.i mean,once-in-awhiles are fine but,all the time?!?that's just plain crazy.i've got better things to than to entertain your erective organ.gee.
so yeah,there,i have successfully analysed why i'm single and single and single.cos' i like it that way.
end of hell random post.i'm getting back to unseen,macbeth thy bulldog and joy luck mahjong/mother-daughter club.
was listening to 93.3FM and it was playing a song by ENERGY.love song,like,duhh.what else would have triggered thoughts big enough to have me peel myself away from macbeth and attach myself to the laptop?
so,as i was listening to the song,an image of a person came into my mind: sean. our very first date at the beach and also how loved i felt at that time.with those thoughts in mind,my eyes fixed unto something near the right-hand side of my study table: neoprints. i looked closely at the ones i took when i was attached to him and then i saw something; there was bliss and happiness in my eyes.i was truely happy.
then comes the reality check: i look at the neoprints i took recently.though i was smiling in all of them(duhh..) but the 'shine' from my eyes were gone.like,no more sparkle.(sounds like some colgate advert) .
things have changed,he's like some HUGE jerk now and for me,the only things that i say to him are,"eh,my 10 bucks how??when??" and the list for the lines used for collecting debts goes on.no more lovey dovey,i-love-you-you-love-me.
oh,and before i forget,it's time to confess.most of you might think sean and i went through some,oh-so-romantic courting days before we got together but the truth is,there was NONE of that.courtship.hardly any.though we'd chat almost every night on msn before we meeting up but honestly,there was no courtship involved.
so how did we get together?well,this may sound absurb but we actually got together after our first date.like,RIGHT AFTER.so yeah,love at first sight?maybe.at least for me i guess.but in the end it still all came crumbling right down at me.literally,with the fall down the escalator.
now,here's a second confession.reasons why i haven't really gotten together with anyone PROPER recently(which means w****=no count) would be that i was looking for that same feeling i had with sean.that somewhat love at first sight feeling.
now,if i said no guy in this past year had made my heart skip a beat or two,i'd be lying.so yeah,there were the oh-so-sweet/mushy guys that were always able to make my tummy flutter with happiness with their sweet-nothings but somehow in the end,reality kicks in and a voice in my head would go,"no,that's not the one.not him.you'd be suffering if you end up with him...."and so i always end up looking like that BIG flirt that's just accepting appraisals from guys and often just smiling it off with no form of rejection until things get out of hand.fact is,i'm no flirt.maybe you could just call it,keeping a variety of choices so that i would be able to make the best decision out of everything.and unfortunately,it never works out.
in addition,with me getting on in my years(whaa??not even 16!!),the guys around me would obviously eventually 'grow up',which also means that sometimes the hormonal system takes over(namely the testosterones) the oh-mighty brain,and then they don't get a stiff neck but rather a stiff down-there.which is something i seriously hate.like,really hate.i mean,once-in-awhiles are fine but,all the time?!?that's just plain crazy.i've got better things to than to entertain your erective organ.gee.
so yeah,there,i have successfully analysed why i'm single and single and single.cos' i like it that way.
end of hell random post.i'm getting back to unseen,macbeth thy bulldog and joy luck mahjong/mother-daughter club.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
slept at 03 25,woke up at 12 55.sleeping's turning in a torture.cos' i'm turning nocturnal and the weird dreams are coming back.
nocturnal cos' i can NEVER get to sleep before the clock strikes 03 00.and the time i spent on the bed before that,would be spent on my gameboy.and it's boring to play the same game EVERY NIGHT cos' the other games screwed themselves up.
-.-
so my first dream was about....playing in a band.and i was a percussionist.like,since when had percussions got anything to do with me?!?!and the best thing was,the band was on a world tour.imagine,rock band with a percussionist,on a world tour.like,WHAA???
and of course i got woken up at this point,by my phone blasting 'whine up' right at me.NICE.
back to dreaming.this next dream's about me living with loads of people.and me confessing to that one guy that was THE ONE for me.and then we live happily ever after.sort of.apart from the fact that the guy resembled some actor from TV.
and look what too much TV does to you. :/
oh well,i shall go continue feeding on my lunch.then go,find a way to wake myself up.my eyes are like two black slits now.MASHI MARO.
{black pepper crab crab crab crab~}
nocturnal cos' i can NEVER get to sleep before the clock strikes 03 00.and the time i spent on the bed before that,would be spent on my gameboy.and it's boring to play the same game EVERY NIGHT cos' the other games screwed themselves up.
-.-
so my first dream was about....playing in a band.and i was a percussionist.like,since when had percussions got anything to do with me?!?!and the best thing was,the band was on a world tour.imagine,rock band with a percussionist,on a world tour.like,WHAA???
and of course i got woken up at this point,by my phone blasting 'whine up' right at me.NICE.
back to dreaming.this next dream's about me living with loads of people.and me confessing to that one guy that was THE ONE for me.and then we live happily ever after.sort of.apart from the fact that the guy resembled some actor from TV.
and look what too much TV does to you. :/
oh well,i shall go continue feeding on my lunch.then go,find a way to wake myself up.my eyes are like two black slits now.MASHI MARO.
{black pepper crab crab crab crab~}
Thursday, November 01, 2007
slept at 03 05 last night,woke up at 11 43 today.and i did study last night!! like,half a chapter.venice.heh.
had a really really really bad gastric last night.so bad i told dean i wanted to pull my stomach out of my system.
:X
and so alongside with the recent sightings of lizards(baby ones) around my house,i had a dream about lizards being in my room last night.YUCK.and they were jumping ones.like,JUMPING LIZARDS?!?!
i think i seriously need a shrink.my brain's doing weird stuff subconsciously.eee.
oh and dean did something really funny yesterday while we were texting:
(after a long while without any reply)
dean:did i reply?
me:uh,no.
dean:really??oh my god.I was waiting for you to reply me!no wonder so funny.i was thinking how come you take so long to reply!(don't mind the grammer)
me:so,this whole while you were thinking why i was taking such a long time to reply when you were the one who didn't reply?
dean:ya.
me:O.O
okay okay!time for lunch.then i'd go study and exercise,which is almost equivalent to jumping around.HOHOHO.
had a really really really bad gastric last night.so bad i told dean i wanted to pull my stomach out of my system.
:X
and so alongside with the recent sightings of lizards(baby ones) around my house,i had a dream about lizards being in my room last night.YUCK.and they were jumping ones.like,JUMPING LIZARDS?!?!
i think i seriously need a shrink.my brain's doing weird stuff subconsciously.eee.
oh and dean did something really funny yesterday while we were texting:
(after a long while without any reply)
dean:did i reply?
me:uh,no.
dean:really??oh my god.I was waiting for you to reply me!no wonder so funny.i was thinking how come you take so long to reply!(don't mind the grammer)
me:so,this whole while you were thinking why i was taking such a long time to reply when you were the one who didn't reply?
dean:ya.
me:O.O
okay okay!time for lunch.then i'd go study and exercise,which is almost equivalent to jumping around.HOHOHO.
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