Paint a song for me.

i've thought it over,for the past month or so,i've been running away from reality.unable to recover from past traumatic experiences.i need to get over them,else i'd always be afraid,bringing myself back to square one EVERYTIME.

so,maybe dean was right,that i should start trusting people again.being sceptical all the time is just making me miserable,hard-up and defensive.like,it shouldn't be this way at all,no?this whole,thing,kinda takes the life out of me,always worried,always wary.it's crazy.

that's it,i'm stepping out.i'm putting the past behind me.that guy ain't worth the whole deal.it's time i had my life back,for good.


{yeah yeah,whatever.}