I wanna get a new phone already... My current one is breaking into pieces. Literally.

I'm eyeing the new Sony Ericsson T707 in Spring Rose. It's supposedly 'Coming soon'...I've been waiting long enough...

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Celebrated Bernice's birthday on Sunday. Actually we just hung out and stuff. Well, old friends don't need too much formalities, no?

Just in case you're wondering, yeah, there were tons of photos. A hundred and thirty to be exact. Which means I wouldn't be posting the photos up here unless I have too much time on my hands, of which I don't. So I'll just leave it at that.

And for all those who are disappointed bout' the lack of photos, here's one for you as I end off.

Like I said, old friends.


Bye.

It's friggin' 3.29 AM and I'm awake. Unbelievable. Thought I'd knock myself out cold once I hit my fuzzy nook.

Anyway, just completed a bitching session with boyfriend, basically I bitched about this freshie and other stuff which uh, rubbed me the wrong way today(this is an understatement). Shall not go into details cos' it'll get me all worked up and I'll prolly end up sleeping at 5 AM of which I seriously do not wish to.

Alright, I should be sleeping. I'm playing Chain Rxn on Fb to supposedly try to relieve myself of stress but apparently it's not working so I'm gonna go sleep everything away. And I'm hungry. And I'll only get hungrier.


P.S.: Fill in all sorts of cuss words you can think of while reading this post cos' they're all in my head while I typed out this post; I'm not angry, I'm just mad.



(Don't mess with me, little girl, I've been nice. Too nice.)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BABY!
<3!

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Home before sundown again, it feels reeeeeeally good. Got the shirt I ordered on forever21.com from Michelle! Tried it on at home and it's uber pretty! Love the details and all. Sigh, the power of retail therapy. Regardless of quantity.

Alright, I'm gonna end off here cos' I've got to save all the energy I can to 'welcome' the choir freshies tomorrow. Pretty stoked, actually.

New URL, cos' I finally decided that the old one doesn't really represent me anymore. No longer exploited, and no longer will be, I hope. So this new address, is pretty much just a, description I like to use when people ask me to 'describe myself', and a form of irony in life.

Ah heck with this whole explanation thing. I gotta finish my tutorials before the ghost of tutorials past catches up with me.

Soul mates.

I was just thinking about how much I used to listen to the song, 'Soul mate' by Natasha Bedingfield. I was down in the doldrums back then, wallowing in self-pity. So just as I was thinking back, the radio coincidentally played the song on air and the nostalgia button came on and I was deep in thoughts again.

Then, I had a weird relationship with myself, I was running away from myself, running away from feelings that I had, or have had for approximately three years or so. The source of those feelings, was one person that meant the world to me back then and could probably pull at my heart strings as and when he wanted to, consciously or subconsciously. But I moved on.

So then came this special one, who threw me into a whirlpool of emotions and fears, and caught me just as I fell. He sent me flying up to the heavens and I stayed there for quite awhile till reality caught up with us and we were forced to face the limitations of work and school. But we managed...

Till it all came crashing down. Heaven to hell in fifty seconds. Way faster than the bullet trains in Japan but it mattered to me as much as the bullet trains mattered to some techno-freak in Japan. And it sucked me dry, leaving me void of emotions, not knowing what to do or feel, doubting the strength of our foundation. One person, made me happier than I've ever had, and also made me morph into a being that I have never seen.
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I can see myself in your eyes, I can feel your heart pounding and I can hear those relaxed breaths when you're with me. I believe you when you say I'm gonna be your bride, I believe you when you say there's never going to be another for you. Yes, we have doubted each other and things that should not have happened, have happened. But I still believe you, and I will continue believing you. So, court me like you've never done before and tell me once again that I'm the girl of your dreams cos', "Maybe I don't have eyes like the sky, and I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams...but I can show you what love means..."

The one who caught me, the one who hurt me, the one who held me close again...
You are, the one I love.

I'm tired. I need a break.

{Screw you all who are only concerned if I'm still attached or not. }