An entire day of drizzle and rain marks the start of what you people call,"The monsoon season."
I just call it,"Fall." And it's my favourite season.

Nah, I ain't upset. I'm just bored. Since I decided to give myself an unofficial day off from studying. So I've been watching videos on Smosh dot com. Pure, retarded entertainment.

Maybe I should do a retarded video on a really lame storyline one day... Cast mates, anyone?


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Wham-jam-twist-and-turn-run-around-and-hear-them-shout!
(This is totally random.)

Kay kay, darlings, I'm back.
Nah, exams are far from over but I guess a little post at 1AM won't hurt anyone.

So I've been running to this little piece of heaven on the internet called Twitter ever so often. And you must wonder, what's so great bout' Twitter?

Yeah, I must say, Twitter's kinda boring to like, stare at the whole day, specially if you're following 18 people and nobody updates THAT often. But you see, I like Twitter cos', nobody knows me there. I mean, 16 people following me and with three quarters of that not being active on Twitter, it kinda means that I can say whatever I want, as and when I want to, on Twitter.
No, I'm not saying things are gonna get explicit but I'm just saying that I can blatantly describe the crazy stuff I'm feeling due to hormones or just a lack of sugar without worrying that some adult or worse still, some family member might chance upon it and then decide to label me as the black sheep of the family. Though I kinda already am.

But that's not that point.

Point is, Twitter gives me my freedom of speech cos' of the size on my social circle there...or lack of. Whatever. I just get to say what I want and I'm happy.

I'm controversial, always have, always will be.


So I guess that's all for this little post. Oh and, those of you out there that are mad curious bout' what I tweet about on Twitter, don't be. I like my little piece of heaven on the internet just the way it is.

My income statement was kickass weird. My balance sheet was not balanced. I guess this further proves the reason why I'm not Business student material. Maybe I will be a poor artist.

Oh well. I don't think my GPA can hit 3.0 now.

And granny just told me that I have to make it to Uni. I'm screwed.


D:

I need some colour in my life.



{Let exams end already.}

And I guess sometimes life gets crazy and the stress of living becomes overwhelming. But now I can see, the many things that lay around me and the people that care. So everyday I work towards a future I can't see, everyday I grow a little, everyday I learn a little more about myself and the things around me, everyday I love a little more. And so I guess the days of being an evolving teenager on the journey into adulthood isn't so bad after all.


Like I always tell myself, " I'm a bit of everything in a world of crazy living." And things can only get better.

I'd pray;


Dear Lord,

I know I haven't been the most obedient this year and I also know I haven't been the nicest. The things that I do and the things that I say often land myself in mess I can never get out of. I know I'm always having thoughts I shouldn't have, being mean and nasty to myself and people around me.

I don't know what is happening to me and what's causing all the changes. Am I too stressed? Or am I morphing into someone I don't know?

I know You have been watching me go through all the things I go through everyday, and I know that You are always watching out for me, keeping me safe. Now, I'd like to pray for sanity and humanity, to take a new breath into the life You have given me.

I'd like to pray for the health of my family and friends.

I'd like to pray that my love will be kept safe.

I'd like to pray for happiness for everybody that I know.

I'd like to pray that we will have time to rest so that we may enjoy the wonders of the world that You have created.

I'd like to pray that Your light will shine into all of our hearts so that we may all become better as a person.

I'd like to pray for guidance to walk out of this dark tunnel I'm in.

I'd like to pray that You will hold my hand and walk me through.


There are many things in life that I know I don't deserve. The many wonderful people You have blessed me with; my family, my friends, Wei Xin. The things that I have gone through to bring me to where I am right now.

I pray that because I have Your love, I'd be strong. And that because I know You are always having my back, I'd move on.

Lord, I pray that You will keep our hearts safe.


Amen.

I'm swingin', I'm going crazy.
Lord, please have mercy and don't take everything that I love away from me.

Here I stand, stripped down and bare,
A naked soul taking the plunge.
Resisting the urge to hide behind the walls,
I look deep into your eyes, hoping you'd save me.

The fear overwhelms, as I try hard not to cringe,
Then I feel your arms around me,
And my soul breaks free.

I carefully place my head to your chest,
listening to the sound of your heartbeat.
You run your fingers through my hair and down my spine,
And slowly I feel your walls tumbling down.

Liberation fills the air,
And two new souls dance in excitement.
That exhilaration beyond words.

Let us all wallow in a day of self-pity.

Alright, just me.

Doc: What school are you studying in?
Me: Singapore Poly.
Doc: Okay. Then I'd give you a MC for school. Try not to move too vigorously.
Me: Uhm, okay...
Doc: Do you need excuse letter for PT lessons?
Me: O_O

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I heart the doctor that charged me 45$ for supplements and speaks. like. a. snail.

I guess, there's a reason why Sesame Street's part of my childhood.

"If you don't spend time with a person before they leave this place, then there's no point in burning offerings or praying all the time after they die."

Words of a father.

I've got tons of things to update. I've been very busy. I should be posting many pictures. I'd update when I'm less, exhausted.



{Hiatus.}