Hello to everyone out there~!

This is just to say that I'd be using Tumblr more often than not from now on since Blogger screws up photos so much ever so often.

So if you're still interested in reading about me, click the link below and it'd take you to my Tumblr. Many Loves!

My Tumblr!

P.S.: I think I'm gonna let this blog rot for awhile till I decide that I have time to keep this up again. Till then, see you on Tumblr~!

Super high resolution image~! But Blogger screws it up-.-

Anyway, it's been exactly 40 years since the very first airing of Sesame Street. No doubt that most of us are not even 40, Sesame Street undoubtedly took up a portion of our early childhood days; the many times we'd watch almost every single episode possible on TV and even dance/sing along with Elmo during his Elmo's world segments.

So let us all relive our childhood days and indulge in some Sesame Street episodes on this very special day. Especially since Youtube made it easier...and wallet-friendlier. Cheerios, fellow kiddos!

"Lalalala. Lalalala. Elmo's world~ Lalalala. Lalalala. Elmo's world~ Elmo love his goldfish. His crayons too. That's, Elmo's world~!"

Splittin' headache.

I guess sometimes things go awry. I guess sometimes we all go a lil' crazy. I guess sometimes we don't know what to say.

But I know, I'd never stop loving you. Even if the world wears me down to skin and bone. And I know, you'd do the same too.

 You make me smile like a child.

Happy 16th month anniversary, baby!

This is for yesterday but still, <3!

Second last day of work! And I spent the entire day converting NEF images into JPEG images. Think there are about 500++ images and the worse bit? I have to convert them one by one. Can't export, can't mass convert. No, can't do. I'm just about blind right now.

That's all for now. I'm gonna go try really hard to stay awake.

@_@

Cake credit: Awesome chocolate cake named "Jupiter" in photo bought from Canele Patisserie Chocolaterie at Raffles City. Smile drawn on by my awesome boyfriend(:

I'm seriously illegal today. Well, say I'm supposed to be in office wear given that it's Tuesday and so far nobody in this side of the island has invent "Casual Tuesday" yet...so yeah. I'm in hoodie and leggings. I'm so not meant to be here.

But I suppose I'm a lucky girl. Director and supervisor are both almost never in the office or at least not before lunch time. Which means I get to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Apart from burning the entire industrial estate down, of which I am often daydreaming of...

Alright, forty-five-minute countdown to the end of work! I am SO hungry.

And I've got a rash that looks like a hickey. Crap.

 Summer's over, but our love shines on.

Three events, one week. Never was work so fulfilling.
Buaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

 

Yes, I've got a spanking new haircut, which I hate (cos' the lady still didn't understand what "trim a little" meant).

Anyhuu, I've got a new status too. I'm an aunt now! Whoop! Mad excited! Oh, by the way, it's a nephew I've got.

*runs around hysterically*

Alright, back to snoozing! G'bye!

My current desktop background. Just to keep me going at work.

Fashion show at Far East Plaza tomorrow! :3

 

Watching my oh-so-hot boyfriend prepare dinner for me in celebration of our anniversary; I must be the luckiest girl on Earth.

{A something they call, "Love".}

The wonders of Photoshop brushes; My new header picture.


Throat's mad dry. I'm hoping flu stays at bay till my attachment is over. MC for class is way less complicated.

 

Pink never fails to bring out the rocker in me.

Wait, I'm talking bout' the singer.

Duuuuude.

Hello all, I am currently blogging from the cab I'm in. Yes yes, mobile broadband rocks. Everybody should get one. But that's not the point today. (I am not bragging, if any childish mind out there thinks so. Yes, you're that close to being labelled 'imbecile'.)

Today's point is how work made me feel, different. To put it simply, more independent and less afraid to be alone, and then slowly I become more confident of myself and who I am. So I guess this attachment seriously came at a right time; when I'm feeling all vulnerable and weak. I kinda enjoy the confidence that I feel everyday at work now. Be it just travelling distances alone, or stepping out of my comfort zone to be nice to people whom names I don't even know. I must say, it's pretty amazing how a week of work can actually change the way I view things and present myself.

As tiring as it may be to be working and staring at Photoshop everyday from 9AM onwards, at the end of my very first week I am actually feeling as though I have gained something. Be it knowledge about the working class or just something new each day about Photoshop, the feeling is quite liberating.

So I reckon this is a learning phase, a moment in your life where you're forced to grow up and think on your own. But sometimes I'd wonder, if the people that I used to rely on suddenly realise that I don't need to depend on them any more, what would they feel? Happy? Sad? Afraid? Sceptical? I don't know, why not you guys tell me. Leave a comment and let me know. Provided you do read my blogposts in the first place.

But anyway, I'm glad that it's the weekends and things are just getting better...


P.S.: Pray for my baby's speedy recovery! That brave soul just got his tonsils removed. And I'm glad he did. No more tonsillitis, baby! <3!

 

A nice glass of soda in a nice cafe 

at the countryside would be wonderful now.

I'm suffering from Photoshop-induced blindness.

First day of work tomorrow. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Wish me luck!

 

I don't wanna look back when I'm twenty-one and say, 

"Hey, what happened to my teenage years? 

Where did that carefree spirit go? 

Are you sure I'm past my teens already?" 

It's one of those times where I fear that 

I'm just letting time past me by.

 

Thinking of you.

One more paper to go!!!! And it's Public Relations! I like.

But for now...more Smosh! Hehehehe.

An entire day of drizzle and rain marks the start of what you people call,"The monsoon season."
I just call it,"Fall." And it's my favourite season.

Nah, I ain't upset. I'm just bored. Since I decided to give myself an unofficial day off from studying. So I've been watching videos on Smosh dot com. Pure, retarded entertainment.

Maybe I should do a retarded video on a really lame storyline one day... Cast mates, anyone?


Please dial: 555-5555-5 for enquiries.


Wham-jam-twist-and-turn-run-around-and-hear-them-shout!
(This is totally random.)

Kay kay, darlings, I'm back.
Nah, exams are far from over but I guess a little post at 1AM won't hurt anyone.

So I've been running to this little piece of heaven on the internet called Twitter ever so often. And you must wonder, what's so great bout' Twitter?

Yeah, I must say, Twitter's kinda boring to like, stare at the whole day, specially if you're following 18 people and nobody updates THAT often. But you see, I like Twitter cos', nobody knows me there. I mean, 16 people following me and with three quarters of that not being active on Twitter, it kinda means that I can say whatever I want, as and when I want to, on Twitter.
No, I'm not saying things are gonna get explicit but I'm just saying that I can blatantly describe the crazy stuff I'm feeling due to hormones or just a lack of sugar without worrying that some adult or worse still, some family member might chance upon it and then decide to label me as the black sheep of the family. Though I kinda already am.

But that's not that point.

Point is, Twitter gives me my freedom of speech cos' of the size on my social circle there...or lack of. Whatever. I just get to say what I want and I'm happy.

I'm controversial, always have, always will be.


So I guess that's all for this little post. Oh and, those of you out there that are mad curious bout' what I tweet about on Twitter, don't be. I like my little piece of heaven on the internet just the way it is.

My income statement was kickass weird. My balance sheet was not balanced. I guess this further proves the reason why I'm not Business student material. Maybe I will be a poor artist.

Oh well. I don't think my GPA can hit 3.0 now.

And granny just told me that I have to make it to Uni. I'm screwed.


D:

I need some colour in my life.



{Let exams end already.}

And I guess sometimes life gets crazy and the stress of living becomes overwhelming. But now I can see, the many things that lay around me and the people that care. So everyday I work towards a future I can't see, everyday I grow a little, everyday I learn a little more about myself and the things around me, everyday I love a little more. And so I guess the days of being an evolving teenager on the journey into adulthood isn't so bad after all.


Like I always tell myself, " I'm a bit of everything in a world of crazy living." And things can only get better.

I'd pray;


Dear Lord,

I know I haven't been the most obedient this year and I also know I haven't been the nicest. The things that I do and the things that I say often land myself in mess I can never get out of. I know I'm always having thoughts I shouldn't have, being mean and nasty to myself and people around me.

I don't know what is happening to me and what's causing all the changes. Am I too stressed? Or am I morphing into someone I don't know?

I know You have been watching me go through all the things I go through everyday, and I know that You are always watching out for me, keeping me safe. Now, I'd like to pray for sanity and humanity, to take a new breath into the life You have given me.

I'd like to pray for the health of my family and friends.

I'd like to pray that my love will be kept safe.

I'd like to pray for happiness for everybody that I know.

I'd like to pray that we will have time to rest so that we may enjoy the wonders of the world that You have created.

I'd like to pray that Your light will shine into all of our hearts so that we may all become better as a person.

I'd like to pray for guidance to walk out of this dark tunnel I'm in.

I'd like to pray that You will hold my hand and walk me through.


There are many things in life that I know I don't deserve. The many wonderful people You have blessed me with; my family, my friends, Wei Xin. The things that I have gone through to bring me to where I am right now.

I pray that because I have Your love, I'd be strong. And that because I know You are always having my back, I'd move on.

Lord, I pray that You will keep our hearts safe.


Amen.

I'm swingin', I'm going crazy.
Lord, please have mercy and don't take everything that I love away from me.

Here I stand, stripped down and bare,
A naked soul taking the plunge.
Resisting the urge to hide behind the walls,
I look deep into your eyes, hoping you'd save me.

The fear overwhelms, as I try hard not to cringe,
Then I feel your arms around me,
And my soul breaks free.

I carefully place my head to your chest,
listening to the sound of your heartbeat.
You run your fingers through my hair and down my spine,
And slowly I feel your walls tumbling down.

Liberation fills the air,
And two new souls dance in excitement.
That exhilaration beyond words.

Let us all wallow in a day of self-pity.

Alright, just me.

Doc: What school are you studying in?
Me: Singapore Poly.
Doc: Okay. Then I'd give you a MC for school. Try not to move too vigorously.
Me: Uhm, okay...
Doc: Do you need excuse letter for PT lessons?
Me: O_O

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I heart the doctor that charged me 45$ for supplements and speaks. like. a. snail.

I guess, there's a reason why Sesame Street's part of my childhood.

"If you don't spend time with a person before they leave this place, then there's no point in burning offerings or praying all the time after they die."

Words of a father.

I've got tons of things to update. I've been very busy. I should be posting many pictures. I'd update when I'm less, exhausted.



{Hiatus.}

First day back at school, sucked.

Attempt at tee, suspenders and jeans, failed. Cos' I ended up feeling fat and my shirt kept riding up. Looney CCS lecturer killed my afternoon cos' of her sudden decision to launch a rampage on the class and stomp off. Very mature, I'd say. Very mature. Besides, I was mega excited to present my slides cos' I made them very colourful and pretty. But I never got the chance to. So, go die, you looney-ballooney woman, how dare you burst a 17-year-old's presentation bubble.

Headed home feeling fatter and flabbier than ever, and I can't work it off at a gym cos' I'm recovering from flu. So I have decided. It is now time to take extreme measures towards weight-loss. I need to lose weight badly. So badly. So I guess it's the jump-around-room treatment for me now. Till my flu goes away and then I can terrorize all the other bunnies at the gym.


Sigh. One looney rampage=one deflated afternoon. *Summons suicide bunny army to launch bunny rampage on looney lecturer*


Now that's better.

Figured since I'm doing a Milo picture, I might as well do a comic strip while I'm at it. Ended up submitting the last frame only for the competition. But oh well, I'm seriously not too keen on winning a year's supply of Milo products....so, I'm letting this pass.


Been sick lately, this is the third time I'm getting an MC in three weeks consecutively. And at times I'd wish that the doctor would give me a week's worth of MCs. I'm just far too tired. Got two warning letters bout' my attendance for Love Relations and Logistics class. Sigh, guess I'd be spamming the office with MCs from now on. Let the projects and tutorials stop already. I'm starting to lag behind.

D:



Popping pills like candy just ain't right.

Reverted to the blogger template cos' my other one would let me use the picture full of candies as a header. So here goes nothing~!


Currently at Suntec City, doing, absolutely nothing when I should be getting stuff for the games on Saturday. Faith and I are stoning, whilst standing, at a very, weird location. And I'm tired.


I'd update later.

I'm in a transitional phase. OHM.

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On Saturday we celebrated my aunt's birthday at Wild Rocket; a cosy restaurant at the first level of the hotel, Hang Out @ Mt. Emily. Led by a young chef, the food served was a intriguing fusion of the Eastern and Western flavours, tantalizing our taste buds with every bite. Every course was a surprise, greeted with dilated pupils and gasps of wonder. A delightful evening, despite the perpetual downpour, threatening to dampen spirits. As all that started well would end well, desserts served with elegance broke all stereotypes of cakes and shakes to end a meal with. Take a short hike up Mt. Emily and let your taste buds run free with the magical concoctions of Wild Rocket.

Pictures:
Happy birthday to my aunt!

I have deleted the earlier post due to personal reasons with regards to my family.

This does not indicate that I am running away from anything or afraid to speak my mind. I'm just avoiding the many fights that may occur due to the post in hopes of a period of peace for myself.

I hereby thank all my friends and family member(s) that have shown concern with regards to the matters addressed.

Thank you.

ONE WORD: PAIN.

Okay, I'm only doing this cos' I have nothing to blog on and I thought sharing some, news would be nice. After all, sharing is caring, no?
:D

On a side note, Singapore has 315 cases of H1N1 now. So yeah, I might start digging out those cute masks (Hello Kitty or whatever) and thermometers if I were you. I can totally picture citizens marching on the streets with wearing masks and armed with thermometers.

Boy, I need an illustrator. Anyone interested? We can totally do a comic strip together. Just imagine that...

I'm motivating myself.

Tutorials, tutorials, tutorials.
Projects, projects, projects.
Exercise, exercise, exercise.

P.S: If only my room looked like the one in the picture.

I wanna watch UP when it comes to Singapore!!
Opens in September, so, who's with me? :D


Alright, I know I should be posting photos of church camp in Batam and Father's Day celebrations but I'm feeling mega lazy so just click on the links to view the photos from facebook or something.

Daddy's Day!
Church camp!

Last but not least,
Mr. Lou and I celebrated our one year anniversary last week! ♥!

Poll results!

I'm letting my tagboard stay!!!

Right, there were only...3 official votes plus a verbal opinion from Mr. Lou but nevermind, I just needed opinions anyway(:

So many thanks to all those that responded to the poll!

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Now for the post that's 4 days overdue...Christina's singing competition at SPH!

It was the semi-finals on Saturday night and our very dear Christina advanced to the finals! Yay!


Well, I wouldn't say it was superb singing everywhere but I'm proud of Christina. Love the way she sang her second song...it was beautiful. You go, girl! We'll all be rooting for you during the finals!
:D

I should seriously get more sleep. I look so stoned and fugly in photos lately. Crap.

And now my mouse decides to fail on me so I'm gonna stop here and try to fix things.
Stupid mouse.

POLL:

Should I remove my tagboard?

Yes/No

Tag your response!

Poll closes on Wednesay @ 1400.

No answers=I'm gonna remove it!

:D

The battle is over. For now.

Being a not-too-sober warrior for the past 5 days, I'm pretty amazed how I battled and survived...my MSTs. Yeah, I was at the brink of death for a couple of papers but at least this drunken soldier's never-say-die spirit (I'm lying) prevailed. Thank God for wonderful blessings. Alright, basically the fact that I'm still alive and typing nonsense.

On a lighter note, I finally cleared out my closet! It's so friggin' neat and empty now, I could just stare at the insides of my closet(s) for say.....an hour. I took out heaps of clothes that I didn't want to wear anymore/couldn't fit/too big for me/did not belong to me in the first place and chucked all of them out of my room. Some were passed to my mum and aunt to see if they were keen, specially those that were brand new cos' I bought them on impulse. So now my closet is clean and ready for GSS! Wonderful timing this is, simply wonderful.

So apart from these, I, unwillingly, had to play fire-fighter and put out a verbal/behavioral fire last night due to multiple reasons (like I really wanted to go home...heh, kidding). It was no fun at all, a few thousands of my precious brain cells probably got scorched, suffocated by the smoke or burnt alive, contributing to the low levels of consciousness I'm experiencing now. No fun, no fun. I hope it NEVER happens again. Either that or I'm gonna ask for an oxygen supply.

To end off...actually I can't think of anything to end off with. So, bye.

Shed some light.

I'm not exactly the 'greenest' creature on the planet now...

I've got the fan blasting my fingers cold in the air-conditioned room and I'm covering my legs with the blanket. Yeah yeah, say what you want you green-activists. I'm a hermit stuck in a mugger's shell and I don't exactly wanna give a hoot.

Kay, gotta go stuff myself silly with my Public Relations module notes. And while I do, please pray hard that more homo sapiens in this world will grow some brains. Either that or somebody transport me to another planet. Venus actually sounds superb.

Arr. Cranky.

And Coffeebear's my only solitude.

I wanna get a new phone already... My current one is breaking into pieces. Literally.

I'm eyeing the new Sony Ericsson T707 in Spring Rose. It's supposedly 'Coming soon'...I've been waiting long enough...

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Celebrated Bernice's birthday on Sunday. Actually we just hung out and stuff. Well, old friends don't need too much formalities, no?

Just in case you're wondering, yeah, there were tons of photos. A hundred and thirty to be exact. Which means I wouldn't be posting the photos up here unless I have too much time on my hands, of which I don't. So I'll just leave it at that.

And for all those who are disappointed bout' the lack of photos, here's one for you as I end off.

Like I said, old friends.


Bye.

It's friggin' 3.29 AM and I'm awake. Unbelievable. Thought I'd knock myself out cold once I hit my fuzzy nook.

Anyway, just completed a bitching session with boyfriend, basically I bitched about this freshie and other stuff which uh, rubbed me the wrong way today(this is an understatement). Shall not go into details cos' it'll get me all worked up and I'll prolly end up sleeping at 5 AM of which I seriously do not wish to.

Alright, I should be sleeping. I'm playing Chain Rxn on Fb to supposedly try to relieve myself of stress but apparently it's not working so I'm gonna go sleep everything away. And I'm hungry. And I'll only get hungrier.


P.S.: Fill in all sorts of cuss words you can think of while reading this post cos' they're all in my head while I typed out this post; I'm not angry, I'm just mad.



(Don't mess with me, little girl, I've been nice. Too nice.)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BABY!
<3!

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Home before sundown again, it feels reeeeeeally good. Got the shirt I ordered on forever21.com from Michelle! Tried it on at home and it's uber pretty! Love the details and all. Sigh, the power of retail therapy. Regardless of quantity.

Alright, I'm gonna end off here cos' I've got to save all the energy I can to 'welcome' the choir freshies tomorrow. Pretty stoked, actually.

New URL, cos' I finally decided that the old one doesn't really represent me anymore. No longer exploited, and no longer will be, I hope. So this new address, is pretty much just a, description I like to use when people ask me to 'describe myself', and a form of irony in life.

Ah heck with this whole explanation thing. I gotta finish my tutorials before the ghost of tutorials past catches up with me.

Soul mates.

I was just thinking about how much I used to listen to the song, 'Soul mate' by Natasha Bedingfield. I was down in the doldrums back then, wallowing in self-pity. So just as I was thinking back, the radio coincidentally played the song on air and the nostalgia button came on and I was deep in thoughts again.

Then, I had a weird relationship with myself, I was running away from myself, running away from feelings that I had, or have had for approximately three years or so. The source of those feelings, was one person that meant the world to me back then and could probably pull at my heart strings as and when he wanted to, consciously or subconsciously. But I moved on.

So then came this special one, who threw me into a whirlpool of emotions and fears, and caught me just as I fell. He sent me flying up to the heavens and I stayed there for quite awhile till reality caught up with us and we were forced to face the limitations of work and school. But we managed...

Till it all came crashing down. Heaven to hell in fifty seconds. Way faster than the bullet trains in Japan but it mattered to me as much as the bullet trains mattered to some techno-freak in Japan. And it sucked me dry, leaving me void of emotions, not knowing what to do or feel, doubting the strength of our foundation. One person, made me happier than I've ever had, and also made me morph into a being that I have never seen.
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I can see myself in your eyes, I can feel your heart pounding and I can hear those relaxed breaths when you're with me. I believe you when you say I'm gonna be your bride, I believe you when you say there's never going to be another for you. Yes, we have doubted each other and things that should not have happened, have happened. But I still believe you, and I will continue believing you. So, court me like you've never done before and tell me once again that I'm the girl of your dreams cos', "Maybe I don't have eyes like the sky, and I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams...but I can show you what love means..."

The one who caught me, the one who hurt me, the one who held me close again...
You are, the one I love.

I'm tired. I need a break.

{Screw you all who are only concerned if I'm still attached or not. }

I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I'm drained. I'm going to hibernate.


[Give me a song I can relate to.]



Lindy's baby octopus and my pink,squishy blob from Hong Kong! Octopuses of the same tentacles swim together.

I'm on MC.

Decided that I wasn't gonna survive today if i did pull myself out of bed at 0600 cos' I felt so darn sore in the gut and my head felt like it had a tractor attached to it.

So I stayed home and spaced out at the teevee before I dropped by the clinic to get an MC whilst the doctor fixed my cough with meds and all. And I brilliantly forgot to mention that I wanted something that wouldn't cause drowsiness so now the game is on, me versus cough syrup.

And the score? Me, one. Cough syrup, zeeeeero.



Well, I guess that's all for today. Tomorrow's gonna be another gruesome day with class starting at 0800 but I'll survive. Cough syrup or not.

[ Ain't no sunshine when you're not around. ]

School's starting in a few hours, I'm sore and sleepy cos' I coughed myself awake every few hours throughout the night.

Give me a break.

"Hi, my name is Stupid. Steeeewpid. No, I'm not related to armpits, they're of another heritage. Yes, Stupid is my name. Yes, nice to meet you, Retard."

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I'm tired, I tried to be a funny/ friendly/ nice/ cool/ lame/ cavalier/ bored/ entertaining/ patronising senior during today's orientation for the freshmen. The whole day was about e-learning and e-services so naturally it was dry like desert ground. Speaking to a full class of expressionless zombies(i swear even zombies have more expression) who prolly had more sleep that I did,was not the most encouraging thing to happen to me on a monday morning.

So yeah, it's gonna be the second day of orientation for them tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be more sober and be able to take on everything that comes smacking me in the face.


Oh whatever.

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

What:
Easter Day event!

Where:
Cathedral New Sanctuary,
St. Andrew's Cathedral
(Right beside City Hall station)

Date:
12 April 2009, Sunday

Time:
11.15 AM

Spend this Easter with the ones you love! Come down for a morning filled with meaning and join in the celebration!