Paint a song for me.

i don't get it.seriously,i don't.you have ppl fussing over who's a virgin and who's not....ppl who want to be in love and love somebody yet they're afraid that they'll get hurt when it all ends.i mean,it's dumb,isn't it??

not that i haven't been through those times before but as i lie in bed at night and think about all those times when i cried,felt heartbroken,was afraid.i'm also not saying that i'm not afraid to profess my feelings nor am i saying that i have not been denying for a long long time.ask those whom i've admitted my feelings to,they'll know how long i've been denying.

i've been contemplating for a very long time now.i've got my o's to worry bout',got to convince myself that 2007 will be a better year than 2006.gotta pray hard tt my wishes come true.gotta plucker up that courage inside to believe in those gut feelings that i experience.i just gotta believe.

oh well,i've still gt lit to do....and gotta fuss bout the upcoming tests.so yeah,time to let my brain rest and then prepare for the obstacles ahead...

ahhhhhh...v'day's coming...gee.*fingers crossed*

signed,sealed,delivered.